Number 2 is the color of fun

Mar 01, 2010 14:31

Last night I was up til 3am crying. It started out feeling guilty about things I had done/had not done while Lael was alive, and then turned into shock and terror when I remembered that that body I had said goodbye to was hers and she's not coming back. I had felt so much relief that the funeral was over and things were calming down a little, and ( Read more... )

guilt, death, regret, dealing, getting out of bed, lael, abandonment, little did i know, goodbye can be forever, resentment

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sorry anonymous March 1 2010, 21:32:08 UTC
I saw Lael's obit in the paper, I too am from Avon but I don't recognize the first name. I do of course know the last name. I just want to say I am sorry to whoever you are. She meant a lot to you. It reminds me of when I lost my boyfriend when I was 15 by a tragic accident...it take a while to go on but you will.
How did she die?

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Re: sorry eidolonamorata March 1 2010, 23:19:44 UTC
She's my sister.
She died in her sleep, but we're not sure why yet. Still waiting for the coroner's report.
Thanks for your kindness <3

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<3 jitusk March 2 2010, 08:11:54 UTC
It will take a lot of time.

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