Hey Jen, it's Ana! You're the only person that's ever on LJ any more, so you're my therapist, 'kay ( Read more... )

It's not fair. That's it. I hate my family. My parents get fucking ECSTATIC if Adam can do anything. I could find the end of Pi and they'd be 'Yeah, good, whatever.' I'm a robot, they decide everything for me. My mom started taking me to her art classes because she wanted me to do something creative, but she barely worked on her own project because ( Read more... )

YES!!!!! Ya know what today is??? 06/06/06!! No, I'm not demonic or a devil worshipper or anything, but AFI's new cd came out today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's awesome, so frickin' beautiful! But I bought the wrong thing. Apparently, I didn't buy the 'album', which has an extra song and something called an interactive booklet. Oh well, I love ( Read more... )

Well that's what this is for, right? So I'm gonna start complaining again. My dad's all depressed because Adam's in summer school both semesters and his GPA is super low and he has no chance at surviving in life. That's what my dad thinks. I know Adam would do better if he dropped some of his pothead friends and sluts. Anyway, Adam owes my parents ( Read more... )

Ok, so I decided to use my inhaler today because just walking to the bathroom and putting my contacts in made me pant like I had just run the mile. I can breathe! But the inhaler makes me real shakey and makes my heartbeat faster. I go into the bathroom to brush my teeth and whatnot and my mom comes in and starts re-organizing everything and ( Read more... )

Today was so much better. I'm about to get in the shower so I don't fall asleep again. Anyway, Rebekah told me today about a guy she thinks is hot, and I thought it was really funny because I like the same guy. That's the second or third time this year that that's happened to us. We have the same taste in men, haha.

I hate when my parents make me mad at them. I yell at them, then can't leave my room for the rest of the day without getting a lecture or breaking down and crying. I can't stand it any more. I'm getting a job that leaves little time for me to be at home, and I'm moving out as soon as possible. I know that's what Adam's doing with both his jobs.

What is the point of doing an art project when you have someone breathing down your neck telling you every little thing to do and how to do it the 'right way'? My mom just had to tell me about the art show she went to, and it inspired me, so I started trying to draw what I want to make. My mom kept telling me to do a thumbnail sketch because that's ( Read more... )

He's crazy. This little kid is fucking insane. He's gonna grow up to be a murderer!!! (If you have no clue who I'm talking about, it's the little kid I babysit. Matthew.) He wanted to go outside and ride his bike. Ok, fine with me. This other little kid who's slightly retarded came down to play and randomly asked me if I work out. Anyway, he wanted ( Read more... )

Gahhhhhhh, I feel like my brother!! Every day I get more and more annoyed with everything my mom does. Today I fell asleep again when I got home, and she comes in (again) with her really loud voice that makes my ears ring telling me to get up and turns my fan on. So I finally get up because I'm freezing. I get up and go in the kitchen to eat ( Read more... )