let me begin this entry with, i hate being studious. i believe that every hour i spend reading boring crap inside an old library pretty much drains my life force. i believe 8 o'clock classes are a cruel joke that universities play on their students. i also believe that i should not be forced to give speeches just because i placed out of entry ( Read more... )

i've been thinking....i've been thinking that i want to have really big boobs. not necessarily permanently - i just want to try them out.

We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much.

i'm in this place in my life where i don't like who i am, but i feel helpless to change it.

i have this vacant space for a male friend who is goofy and funny and ( Read more... )

Pretend all the good things are for you.  Pretend all the good things are for me too.

people will perpetually ask to change their hospital beds because we all imagine that we will get better if we're situated next to the window or the radiator.

it's true that a new environment will change a lot of things.

However, the same author responsible for ( Read more... )

time for a little updation. i realized that i neglected my livejournal for just about the whole month of december, but i'll make up for it...even though no one gives a crap ( Read more... )

so i'm back at the hill.  currently trying to figure out how to afford books and food.  that's hard enough without even throwing in boxes of wine into the mix.

went to see brokeback mtn with denise last night.

waiting for tory to come back.

searching for something to eat.

See ya 2005....Glad to see 2005 go ( yes or no )?:a little Age turned in 2005?:18 Did you change your hair in 2005? How?:cut it short with bangs, grew it out, then layered it a bunch, cut more bangs... The best part of 2005?:coming to college The worst part of 2005?:the fight that my mom and brother had, the hurt Did you make any new friends in ( Read more... )

so i decided to turn down the notch on my crazy a little today. it was considerably easier since the bulk of my drama blew over and i turned in my last big assignment of the semester this morning. now i have a week and 2 days before my exams start. any residual bitterness shall find its appropriate outlet soon ( Read more... )

i've decided, officially, that these three weeks between thanksgiving break and winter break fucking suck. period. that's it... i'm actually just bitter and stressed because i have to write a 5 page paper tonight. also, stress = messiness, and messiness just aggravates the situation - like the fact that i can't find my lit book ( Read more... )

my dilemma...should i waste the next 45 minutes online or try and get to work on my paper due tomorrow morning at 8 am? i'm leaning towards wasting my time because i was excellently disciplined and wrote half of it over break. so HA. that means only 2 1/2 more pages to write...and i should probably also find some stuff to back up my point...that ( Read more... )