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[ediktd]

I don't want to live right now. I can't think of one aspect of my life that is going well

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[jiggypurpledoor]

go to neville.

[royalrainboww]

<333 *hug*

[chrismsx]

As someone thats been in this situation on his side, it's easy to see why he'd never want to deal with you again.... Even today I look at my fiance and think about what happened and get pissed/hurt all over again. I had to swallow my pride HARD. But I decided she was worth TRYING to trust again...All you can do is leave him with something to think about since he already knows how sorry you are. I hope it works out.

I'll never understand though why girls do this kind of thing to the guys that treat them well. My best friend is an ass. He cheats, he lies, he's suspect and he could stand to treat his girl better but there's no doubt she's loyal... Me ? I'm almost the opposite and literally every girlfriend I've had except one has cheated on me to some degree. It's screwed up.

[ediktd]

All I did was accidentally develop feelings for someone else. I let myself go to far in terms of my emotions, and it was something I should have controlled. It was a weird and slightly complicated situation, being that my boyfriend and I weren't talking all the time because we both had a lot going on in our lives (and we're 300 miles apart).

Nonetheless, I guess I've fallen into the category of "those" kinds of girls.

He's forgiven me, but I don't think I can ever forgive myself. Especially if he chooses to leave for good.

[_rawkasaur__]

lakdfjlakds darlene :[[[ i was just thinking about how much i missed you today...
i'm sorry things are so hard right now & i wish i could help in some way :[

[almighty_poof]

I hope everything works out for you <3

[almighty_poof]

I hope everything works out between the two of you. Give it some time, both of you need to sort out whatever emotions you both are going through before you both do anything.