i live back at home
I'v just been going with the flow
I miss all my friends you guy need to call me
I'm dating Duane
Life is alright

Its time to take out this journal and dust it off
its time to go back to what i was
yeah, i became what i always hated
and i have lost touch with everything that used to make me happy
i went to detox and now im over the shit i was doing
its time to regain control of my life...

can we start again? go back to what it was back then?

my car keeps breaking down

people are spreading roumor that i am pregnant
I AM NOT
why would anyone say such f-ed up shit?

i am really getting tired
of the things people say behind my back
i dont even go out of the house anymroe really
cause i am sick of everyone

alas life is getting boring
today maybe i will go home and swim
i need sun and fun and ??

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i got a new place!
and i am so excited about starting in a new place
just me and andrews place, so rad
and it has a pool
i am not allowed to have alot of people come over
but i dont mind
1 or 2 people at a time is enough for me

come on come on
call me

oh today i went to cvs
and the guy working i swear
sounded just like derrick smith
i am super serial guys!
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holy shit i don't think i have ever had it this cold in my room ( Read more... )

i made a misteak that could have cost me
it wont happen again...

omfg i just want to get out of this stupid class

drove all the way up here last night to pick up kev, micheal, and andy
now my car is extreamly dirty due to kev's crazy ass road - ha ha

i am finishing Helter Skelter ( Read more... )

we went to JB's and got drunk as fuck ( Read more... )

my car is fucked - as in i ran it into a tree
it still works but it gonna take alot to get it fixed

i fell and bruised the fuck out of my knee

my mom is a bitch

where they put the needle for the HIV test hurts

i can't do drugs

but the good news is - i have no STD's, horrah

moving out sometime...