Comments | edgarallanho: my new year

edgarallanho

my new year

Jan 01, 2010 18:31

Decided against going out and going to some hometown party and ended up staying at home and watching 3/4 of 2012 (even though 5 minutes in I realized it is an absolutely horrible movie, although I'm still trying to figure out if it's sheer shittiness is supposed to be some postmodern sarcastic humor or something) before falling asleep at 12:30. ( Read more... )

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_somnambulism_ January 2 2010, 03:33:00 UTC

I remember getting that same weird feeling/mood after reading a compilation of Philip K. Dick short stories. And just think at least you're not spending the first day of the new year shitfaced miserably hungover.

biznatti January 2 2010, 07:02:51 UTC

pretty much everything you said describes how i've been feeling lately except for the anxiety attack business. introverts!

edgarallanho January 4 2010, 03:35:06 UTC

yayyyyyyyyy

where yo dogs at (literally) because I STILL HAVEN'T SEEN THEM

folk_hearts January 2 2010, 20:37:20 UTC

oh, shit. we have been living like almost the same life. at least feeling wise. i didn't go out on new years, either. mostly because i was too drunk and hungover from the night before. but i didn't give a shit, either. usually, i'd suck it up and go out, because i like going out. but now, i'm over partying. i don't like going out anymore and would rather just lie in bed and waste my time digging myself a bigger hole ( ... )

edgarallanho January 4 2010, 03:33:57 UTC

MAN (this is super cheesy but) fuck, you get me. Every point you made is me through and through.

anonymous January 8 2010, 01:20:41 UTC

people suck. why would you feel bad for wanting to get away from them haha? it's that very cynicism that protects us from having our expectations of people from getting shot. it's also called being realistic of people haha. i mean, you can get along with most people just fine, but usually what happens is there's something lacking either decency or just something you wish they would have. you only know a couple of people who have something more underneath their surface, but even these close friends can get tiresome, mundane, and just don't understand what you're going through. or are even aware there is a problem. and even though you know they'd love to help, it's just not the same. so it starts to look helpless. but there's always a few people you overlook. just my experiences. people still suck. but i've become okay with that fact.