I am so useless,
What have I done? Is it a bad idea..
I really don't understand somethings, what to do, or how to do them.
I wish I could be more selfish, and I am.
I need to do work, but I need to play.
I really really really need to play, emphasis.

I guess when it rains, you do get wet.

Where's the umbrella?

I feel a little confused.
I don't fully understand what some people are doing.
I am confused about others.
I think I know myself though, but do I really understand who I am?
I believe finding out is exciting.

I don't want to lead people on.
I want a sugar daddy.

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I feel I have received a critical blow,
I felt under attack, I feel low.

Ah, Simon...

It's because I don't have a camera.

So, that didn't really work.
Just like friends, they don't work either.

omg.
last night was fucking fun.
went to ambers every wednesday night party.
got drunk off about four beers and sung panic at the disco.
how fucking amazing, i am panic at the disco.
and sung some other fucking songs, i just really enjoyed panic.
you know?

everyone was giving everyone hickeys and shit.
and it was fucking cool, dress ups.

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i watched you and me and everyone we know.
i thought it was really good, and i felt like crying.

but in a semi happy depressing way.

eh, my phone broke again.
fuck i don't like it being broken, and uni is boring great.

i went to a mosque and ate with my hands