Danya had a driver take them the part of the city where Will used to live; lived when he was a whore, a junkie, and not his Colt. Jason had rousted every fledgling lead from anything Danny or his little squatters could give him and ended up nowhere. Back at the house no one had called demanding ransom, just as Jason suspected they wouldn't. This was not about money, it was about revenge, and Devlin; the twating shite bastard was laughing in his grave.
Devlin had told him, warned him and Jason had arrogantly cast his threats aside as empty. Fucking Devlin; if he had never met Carolina then Devlin would have never fucking existed for Jason and, FUCKING BASTARD FUCK it wasn't her fault. It was his, all his; not Devlin, not Orlando's, not Colt's but him. Him: He was a terrible father, useless as a protector and nothing but the gutter trash his father had told him he would always be
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Re: Safe Housemark_kosikOctober 18 2004, 12:07:47 UTC
The voice, it wasn't Lisa and neither was the touch. Jason knew that touch and he stopped trying to get away. "Yank..." Jason grabbed Eddie and pulled him into his arms.
"Nightmare. M'sorry, did I hurt y'?" Jason kissed Eddie's forehead and tried to calm his racing heartbeat as his hands moved on Eddie's body checking for damage. "Y'all right?"
Re: Safe Houseeddieboone_tmOctober 18 2004, 22:34:31 UTC
"I'm fine, don't worry." Eddie held onto Jason, calm enough to still the almost frantic look in Jason's eyes. There was sweat dotting Jason's skin and Eddie entwined himself around his lover again. If he stayed there, maybe the ghosts would stay away. "What about you?"
Re: Safe Housemark_kosikOctober 18 2004, 22:45:17 UTC
Jason gasped and kissed Eddie hard, tears stinging his eyes. He withdrew from the kiss hands craddling Eddie's face. "Lisa. She were there. She was yelling at me-" Jason kissed Eddie once more as if to re-convince himself that Eddie was really with him.
Re: Safe Houseeddieboone_tmOctober 19 2004, 04:02:47 UTC
"Yep, just a dream." Eddie didn't try for light hearted, just an even tone that his accent bended and rolled into being soothing. He pressed kisses on Jason's lips and then over his face.
"I'm not going anywhere. I love you. So no Lisa, no yelling."
Re: Safe Housemark_kosikOctober 20 2004, 18:19:37 UTC
"That life," Jason gullped pressing his forehead to Eddie's clinging to him. "We were poison f'each other. I know that now...Just so glad t'be with you." Jason pushed forward and pressed his face to Eddie's throat. "M'such a failure, Yank. How can y'love me?"
Re: Safe Houseeddieboone_tmOctober 21 2004, 00:19:02 UTC
Running his hands up over Jason's back, over the hot skin, Eddie wondered if Jason would listen if he denied that failure comment. Probably not. Jason didn't want to listen. "I don't know how not to. It's like breathing."
Re: Safe Housemark_kosikOctober 21 2004, 13:13:08 UTC
"Breathing..." Jason agreed relaxing within Eddie's embrace. "I love y'so much...I didn't mean t'scare y'with my nightmare. I just..." Jason paused and raised his head to make eye contact with his boyfriend. "I told Evan I need t'stop being his security man. He's said I should think about realestate. He's right...and I'm going t'. Once we find Colt, I'm done."
Re: Safe Houseeddieboone_tmOctober 21 2004, 20:37:17 UTC
He hoped the relief wasn't too obvious. It was. Eddie had never been too great at hiding what he was thinking. He kissed Jason softly, nipping at his lips before he pulled away.
"I'm glad," he said finally. Needlessly. "I'm glad you'll be out of it."
Re: Safe Housemark_kosikOctober 21 2004, 20:43:40 UTC
Jason kissed Eddie deeply and nuzzled up into his throat. "If I could walk away t'day, I would. I should have left while you were in rehab. I should..." Jason choked on a sob and clung to Eddie. "We're going t'be fine. No matter what happens with Colt, we'll be fine."
Jason wanted to believe, needed too. Jason withdrew enough to make eye contact once more. "M'sleepy."
Re: Safe Houseeddieboone_tmOctober 22 2004, 04:20:43 UTC
Brushing back Jason's hair, Eddie smiled at him. A little, tired smile just for him. "Go back to sleep. I'm not going anywhere." He'd stay there until Jason woke up, until they had to move. But he wouldn't leave until he had to.
Re: Safe Housemark_kosikOctober 22 2004, 14:56:55 UTC
Jason settled back down into the bed clothes and Eddie's arms, tensing for just a few seconds as the fear of what he might dream next assaulted him but it was soon soothed away by Eddie. Swallowing Jason closed his eyes and breathed deeply until the tension exited his limbs.
"I love you, Yank." Jason praised pressing back against his lover.
Re: Safe Houseeddieboone_tmOctober 23 2004, 02:44:05 UTC
"I know you do." He knew what it was to think you couldn't say enough how you loved someone, that you weren't putting it properly. Eddie breathed out slowly, softly running his fingers through Jason's hair and pressing a kiss to his head. "I love you too."
Devlin had told him, warned him and Jason had arrogantly cast his threats aside as empty. Fucking Devlin; if he had never met Carolina then Devlin would have never fucking existed for Jason and, FUCKING BASTARD FUCK it wasn't her fault. It was his, all his; not Devlin, not Orlando's, not Colt's but him. Him: He was a terrible father, useless as a protector and nothing but the gutter trash his father had told him he would always be ( ... )
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"Nightmare. M'sorry, did I hurt y'?" Jason kissed Eddie's forehead and tried to calm his racing heartbeat as his hands moved on Eddie's body checking for damage. "Y'all right?"
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"M'sorry. I'll be fine. Was just a dream."
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"I'm not going anywhere. I love you. So no Lisa, no yelling."
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"I'm glad," he said finally. Needlessly. "I'm glad you'll be out of it."
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Jason wanted to believe, needed too. Jason withdrew enough to make eye contact once more. "M'sleepy."
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"I love you, Yank." Jason praised pressing back against his lover.
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