Have you ever had to sit back and watch your world fall apart before your eyes because there is nothing you can do to stop it? It’s such a hopeless feeling. Knowing that everything you had in this world is slipping away from you, like water through your fingertips. You begin to ask yourself why, why carry on? Why get out of bed? Why take your ( Read more... )

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I participated in a Navy Retirement Ceremony this morning. It was the first for me, and it made me think about alot of things. I worked with the guy who retired but I really did know him all that well but I had to hold back the tears a few times. It made me want to stay in the Navy and retire. But anyway that's just a thought. Who knows if I ( Read more... )

Well, today at work I was pretty busy most of the morning. But in the afternoon I didn't do much at all. KD and I went shopping and I spent way too much money. I got a 20G ipod and a wireless router so we can both be on the internet at the same time anywhere in the house. It took forever to set up but now it's pretty cool. KD is upstairs ( Read more... )

Today me and KD went shopping and I spent way too much money. KD's connected to the net running virus scan while i'm sitting on the couch hearing myself getting fatter!!! My life is realy begining to suck. My best friend and roommate of more than 3 years is leaving me. She's being transferred to Spain and I am stuck here for 6 months alone. I ( Read more... )

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Well, KD got this thing set up for me tonight so right now I'm learning how to do this.  I guess this will be an easy way for us to keep up with each other after she leaves for Spain.