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i didn't need this shit anyways.
i'll just hand it to you next time.
becuase i don't think you could possibly make my life more difficult.
or depressing.

i know why.
i'm too good for you.
let's see what your number climbs to this time.

& then people really will call you a whore.
but i am the only one who really knows what you are doing.
especially to ( Read more... )

angelo says i get buried.
in all of his other friends messages & shit.
thanks honey.
now i am going to bury you.
outside.
alive.

hahaha.
just kidding.
i love you.
_______________________

my life is going nowhere.
i need to change the world.

& i need all of you to watch me.
you think i can't do it.

i have to go pee.
my hair looks icky.
i should put some make up on.
maybe change my clothes.

<3

jesus. what did they do to livejournal?

angelo. i am mad that cory is deciding to keep you down there forever.
i guess i don't need the fourth off because you don't be back by then anyways.

i am real sad.

so.
i am not out to hurt ANYONE.

i just can't do it right now.
too bad no one can seem to understand.

i just wish you'd try.
thank you.

& yes. you are still my BFFL.

i try.
really hard.

to be a good person.
to be a good friend.
to everyone i know.

most don't care.
a few do.
& those are the one's i appriciate.
the rest of you.
you're fucking taking me for granted.
& i am NOT going to stand around & wait for you to need me.
when i need you right fucking now.

well...i seem to be a real whiney little girl.
sorry guys.
i ma shut up and deal with everything OFF the computer.

+kate[kills]+