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I feel slightly scared right now for these reasons:

I had a dream last night that David Bowie died.
I am spending too much time on the internet.
I seem to be staying awake for 30 hours at a time and sleeping for 11.
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I wonder if the Second Law of Thermodynamics applies to my life. Every day it seems to make less and less sense. Unlike what I thought before, I am probably actually trapped in a closed universe-- my stubborn psyche. I can never leave my own world, but I keep making choices, forming new pathways, fucking things up. I don't get it. I wonder if ( Read more... )

I hate things right now, but ( Read more... )

Getting enough sleep (11 hours) makes me actually feel like a happy person.
I also really enjoy eating salt.

I am so pissed right now. I wish I wasn't. I'm sorry. I can't deal with this.

I think for one day, I want to be a scary destructive robot with no feelings. That way the single desperate persistent guys will leave me alone. I am getting this newfound opportunity to be mean, or need to be mean. I am not used to this (at least being mean/stupid and realizing it). Males coming into my life seem to be plotting against me. ( ( Read more... )

Hello. I can afford to waste time on the internet again. Lucky all of you (if anyone) who get to read about my confusions and folly and whatnot ( Read more... )

There may be a few things left after all that aren't so utterly USELESS. I'm getting so impatient lately.

I'm gonna shoot the city with a fisheye lens while drowning in cocktails and cayenne pepper, with varied hormone injections.. oh, yes, and some hydrazine. can't forget that.. yes.

I am not in class. I'm eating a sandwich, looking at porn, in the cafeteria. Nothing like it. A couple tables across from me, some suits are having some kind of lunch meeting. Hee hee heee ( Read more... )