havent written in a while, cause ive been too busy to vent. My friends are getting on my merves, tonight is the last night we are going to spend together and i wanted to do something fun all together and so far it turning out to be pretty shitty. anyway peace out.

i just wish i knew...

i say things constantly without thinking, and i really should think before i speak becasue i cause problems when i dont. I just hope that everything works out. cause i dont know what ill do if it doesnt.

I really cant wait to get back to school and away from here. I cant stand being home and i cant stand my mothers boyfriend. there is just so much going on and he does not help the situation at all. more later peace

Its 2006, whihc means only one year and six months till graduation! Everything is going good. Bean and I are good, things have really turned around. i still havent talked to him much but we have talked, and everythign is good. So i just wanted update and let ya know whats up which is nothing. Peace Out!

Ok so things are definitely looking up. I received a text message from him today, that said he was thinking about me and wanted to let me know that he loved me. I would definitely have to say that whatever was bugging him before isnt bugging him anymore. Or at least i could hope so, if hes going to text me and tell me that he loves me. I still ( Read more... )

just why am i so hopeful? Why do I care so much? Why cant i just call him? Why wont he call me or talk to me? There are still so many questions going through my head, and so much that i dont understand. One good thing he called me on Christmas day to wish me a merry christmas which was a step in the right direction. But that just leaves so ( Read more... )

My one wish sort of came true. He called me and we talked for a little while. At least he called, tahts all i really wanted was to hear his voice. Im so gald he called. now i jsut have to wait and find out if everything is ok, and see what is happening with us, and just hope that it is all ok and good ( Read more... )

ok so as all of you know it is christmas eve. yeah its suppose to be the best time of year, my favorite tiem of year. However all i can think about is him. and it doesnt help that since thursday he hasnt wanted to talk to me. He wanted a little break from everything to think and clear his head. So i agreed to it, i said i would not call, im or ( Read more... )

so,ething is happening and i have no idea what it is. but apparently i did something wrong and i dont know what it is and im not being told either, im actually not even being talked to at the moment for i dont what i reason. i love him, why do i care for him so much and why is whatever this is bothering me so much. i know i can write this here ( Read more... )