I hate when things fade
when things end without reason and with no one to blame
when u wake up and continue a rutine not knowing that it is in the hands of someone else
the hard thing being that this rutine was what u relied on for happiness
you go from important to non existant. wow. i never thought this person could make me hurt...

Thanks katie its a kewl idea ( Read more... )

i dont know if can do this by myself ( Read more... )

iv seen so much, or so i think. i always feel so guilty after i cry, its almost become rutine. i cry and freak out and when i find that place of calmness i qam filled with this heavy grey guilt that kreeps through me and then settles untill i can find another reason to cry. healthy? not sure if thats the word ( Read more... )

this weekend break thingy was pretty fun. thursday i just hung at my house n watched briget jones diary the first one...its SO GOOD ( Read more... )

oh Powder puff ( Read more... )

im loving life today ( Read more... )

i stuck up for myself ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

so living for the day ( Read more... )