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wow
i dont have anyone
i am invisible in the most awkward way. people say hi, they smile, they occasionally have small conversations with me and some even do the whole "i care about u lets talk". but i do not have friends who are MY friends, i dont have friends who invite me with them or anything. i am so completely lonely right now i wish i could leave i just want to leave. i just want to go away and not come back. but i know that the reason i am so lonely is my fault its who i am that drives people to see me only as an aquantance ( i always say too much, i always kill the joke, i always cry about evrything)....so wherever i go ill have this problem, unless i crawl into a shell or a corner. i really cant even look at myself right now.
i dont have anyone
i am invisible in the most awkward way. people say hi, they smile, they occasionally have small conversations with me and some even do the whole "i care about u lets talk". but i do not have friends who are MY friends, i dont have friends who invite me with them or anything. i am so completely lonely right now i wish i could leave i just want to leave. i just want to go away and not come back. but i know that the reason i am so lonely is my fault its who i am that drives people to see me only as an aquantance ( i always say too much, i always kill the joke, i always cry about evrything)....so wherever i go ill have this problem, unless i crawl into a shell or a corner. i really cant even look at myself right now.