I don't think I've eaten today.

[ebcdic]

Sometimes I get this irrational fear of my computer. No, really. The problem is I feel anxiety sometimes about answering comments/emails/etc. so I let them pile up. But then I feel guilty that I haven't answered them so I don't log on to avoid that feeling. Then it starts gnawing at me until I feel like I'm going to burst. So I log on but I feel

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[dugindeep]

I felt pretty meh about turning 30, but then looked on the bright side with being relatively okay with my job, moving out, taking care of myself (mentally and financially).

You're in a really good place compared to years past &hearts

[ebcdic]

yeah, i'm trying to see it that way. i own a house and have a somewhat decent job and i'm slowly crawling my way out of debt. so there is all of that.

[black_eyedgirl]

♥ I am also precisely that crazy. Except instead of refusing to login I login and hide - I don't respond to anything in case one of the people I didn't respond to six months ago spots me and hates me for it. So you are not alone!

Also I can't keep up with laundry. I totally meant to do it today, what with not being in work and everything and yet... there it is in the basket. Looking at me. *sighs*

[ebcdic]

oh man, i do that too sometimes! and surfing the internet on my phone has made it that much easier. 'oh it's so hard to respond to things on this touch screen, woe is me.'

♥♥♥

i still have not done it! still!

[ebcdic]

it's good to know i'm not the only one. i'm forced to answer them at work, but 'for fun' i have so much trouble doing it. oh, life.