I don't think I've eaten today.
Sometimes I get this irrational fear of my computer. No, really. The problem is I feel anxiety sometimes about answering comments/emails/etc. so I let them pile up. But then I feel guilty that I haven't answered them so I don't log on to avoid that feeling. Then it starts gnawing at me until I feel like I'm going to burst. So I log on but I feel like I'm having a panic attack the whole time and despite that, I force myself to answer as much of the backlog as I can. But then there are comments from six months ago I haven't caught up to by then and I sit there forever going 'should I answer this or not?' and then usually don't answer.
This is why in one day you'll usually see me comment to the past 20 of your entries or a bunch of comments you don't even remember. Because this is how crazy I am.
Anyway, life is crazy in general these days so me being my regular neurotic self is not helping. It seems like everything under the sun is due this coming Friday. Then there's my birthday and then vacation and then my mom's birthday and then another crazy amount of shit due on the 27th. Plus I have two new US-based employees to train.
As of yesterday, I've owned this condo for a year. I still have 6 boxes I haven't unpacked and my kitchen still needs to be remodeled. I suspect that I will be giving the same progress report next year. You know, since I can't even seem to keep up with laundry.
I'm going to be 30 in a week and this is not exactly the life I pictured for myself.
This is why in one day you'll usually see me comment to the past 20 of your entries or a bunch of comments you don't even remember. Because this is how crazy I am.
Anyway, life is crazy in general these days so me being my regular neurotic self is not helping. It seems like everything under the sun is due this coming Friday. Then there's my birthday and then vacation and then my mom's birthday and then another crazy amount of shit due on the 27th. Plus I have two new US-based employees to train.
As of yesterday, I've owned this condo for a year. I still have 6 boxes I haven't unpacked and my kitchen still needs to be remodeled. I suspect that I will be giving the same progress report next year. You know, since I can't even seem to keep up with laundry.
I'm going to be 30 in a week and this is not exactly the life I pictured for myself.