besides my health ( Read more... )

stress about my health makes me unhealthy.
when will i get THAT thru my head.

doctor after doctor, and im just healthy.
i dont feel healthy,
and thats why im sick.

its in my head,
my head is where im sick.
ive always been sick there.

i dont want pills.

....sad. forever unhappy. forever pretending to be someone im not. forever is a really long time to act like your interested in being alive. people like me, those people that live great lives, have lots of loved ones, have everything they could possible need and want, but still feel empty and alone. yea thats me. i cant explain my sadness. and no ( Read more... )

Im in love with my baby girl.
she is my world.
a whole new reason for living.
a whole new reason to do right.

'a sweet new blossom of humanity' -unknown.

i love being pregnant.
spoiled little me!! haha.

finally theres a new office and 30rock on tonight!!
woot woot!

Im pregnant. crazy shiiiit. and i figured out how to post from my phone! haha

...all the shit i talk.

i love your face,
i love your touch,
i love your voice,
i love your fuck,
i love the life we have.

i couldnt ask for anything more,
you got my back,
through thick and thin,
and i got yours.

and i aint doing shit with it ( Read more... )

its the weeekend!
guna have fun. maybe the lake.

and tubing at the river tomarrow.

we are about to go eat chick-fil-a.
fuck yes.

i just moked...
hahah im high.

anyways i just smoked a few bowls..
and im stoned.

and im eating habanero limon chips.
an amazing creation...
and so is liquid eyeliner pen!
lol

fuck gota go!

i finally worked today. and didnt feel like a bum ( Read more... )