"Everything That Makes Me Sick"

Be everything, be all
Be everything

Come down and make me see
why I'll never be as good as you and all your
Brilliant thoughts, your lengthy walks
Your knowing what to say
I'll be coming back around
right before you, right before you
say told you so
No I don't think so

Be everything that makes you scared
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i'm starting to realize even more that i'll never have the support of someone who should support me ( Read more... )

Top 15 Artists, first song, favorite song...

1. Underoath
First song: reinventing your exit
Fell in love: just defy? it's dangerous business walking out you front door
Current favorite: a moment suspended in time

2. Angels and Airwaves
First song: the adventure
Fell in love: valkyrie missile
Current favorite: the gift

3. Taking Back Sunday
First song: cute ( Read more... )

my birthday was amazing.
that is all.

thanks to everyone who came.

oh. and. maybe i did see you.
maybe it was just that i didnt want to.

so...it's my birthday ( Read more... )

BAND[S] THAT...
[x]Reminds you of an ex lover: taking back sunday, the almost, death cab
[x]Reminds you of an ex friend: the fray
[x]Makes you cry: music does not make me cry
[x]Makes you laugh: blink-182 slash kayla's random rody walker discoveries
[x]Makes you smile: blink-182...only cuz i've loved them since i was like, 9
[x]You never want to hear ( Read more... )

it's nice to know that i'll be 19 soon.
it's hard to realize that i know that are 18...going on 12.
fuck this shit.

so, i was siting, watching my beloved "viva la bam" tonight.
for some reason, i got "first date" by blink-182 stuck in my head.
i can't stop singing it. now it's moved into "the rock show".
i feel like im in grade 7 again.
but im also very sad.
im very sad that theyre no longer together.
i miss that.
im sad now. eff you "first date".

thank god valentines day is over ( Read more... )

it's funny how everything you've ever been looking for is always right under your nose.
it's when you realize its there that makes it the best feeling in the world.
to know there's a comfort there i never expected.
this is it.
one last chance.
and im not screwing this up.

kayla jaisaree.
i'm excited for may.
it shall be a goooood evening.