I'm making an ultimate mix cd that compares to no other mix cd. It is godly.

I've decided not to give people the benefit of the doubt anymore. I already got laid off my job. Im gonna go crawl into a big hole. I didnt even finish training what could they possibly fire me for? What an asshole. Im lighting that place on fire ( Read more... )

My first day of work was slow. It started off bad but the end was cool cuz i was doin little side jobs and it passed the time. My co-workers look promising too. It should be fun. Now im gonna go end my night with about 1000 cosmos and then finally vomit all over gods creation

Ok wtf. I woke up this morning and theres like trees all over. I guess there was a tornado or somthing but i was smacked as shit and nobody said anything. I know im gonna have to help clean it up and that sucks ( Read more... )

Am i the only person in the world now that thinks chewing with your mouth wide open is repulsive? It's bad when i have to leave the room when your eating lol.

Im my own person. I need to be more independent. Im tired of being associated i want to be one on my own.

Im tired of trying to be friends. I think i give up.

Smoked alot lately. Just a way for me to deal with my problems without bitching to everyone about them. Havn't really cared to do anything much for the past week.


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I'm so damn depressed. Its funny how one phone call can change your entire outlook on everything. I want to drown myself if every drug i can get my hands on right now. I've never really been sad about anything like this before so i dont know how to handle it. This sucks.

Anything remotely sad makes me cry right now. I feel so dumb and pathetic.

I feel bad for the way i reacted to all the drama thats been going down. I kinda took it out on about anyone that gave me the slightest hint of a dirty look. Ive been a bitch lol. Im not a heroin addict or a Cord head so nobody worry. Sorry if i was mean to you. Im gonna start online classes for my diploma. It shouldnt take long cuz i was only a ( Read more... )