well i guess i might as well start this entry off by saying, im sorry. if only all of u could understand. it's all sooo complicated. i didn't wanna leave, but i had to. life is at it's fucking worst point right about now. i'd rather just fucking die right here, right now. i'm going to be hated by the ppl who meant the most to me for the rest of my ( Read more... )

Well I guess that all I wanted to say is that I come home tomorrow and I am soooo excited. Florida was a blast, don't get me wrong, but it gets kinda boring when your stuck with old ppl for 2 whole weeks. At least I had my computer and cell phone. Otherwise I don't think that I coulda survived. Well I'm gonna start packing.. LATER!!! Luv ya all and ( Read more... )

WOW!!! today was probably the best day of vacation yet. this morning i went and got a french pedicure and manicure. it was sooo relaxing. i'd never had anything like that in my life. then, this evening i went to the channel side where we ate at this place called stumps. it was cold in there. i had to go potty and the restrooms were labeled in "No ( Read more... )

I just wanted to be like everyone else and post my results. I miss u all and can't wait to be home. luv ya!!

NEW CELL PHONE NUMBER: (813) 629-0199 ... YES THAT IS THE TAMPA AREA CODE. DON'T TEXT THIS PHONE EVER!! THANX... LATER GUYS!!

Well guess what guys.. I got glasses today. Fun right?! haha. not one bit. I have bifocals (sp), but they don't look like those. It sux tho bc I couldn't get smaller lenses than what I got. They look kinda dumb, but i guess that i will get used to them. My eyes felt like they were gonna explode outta my head bc they were dialated. I had like no ( Read more... )

So today was pretty alright. I didn't get to bed til 3 am though. I really think I have like insomnia or something..haha. I woke up this morning and swam. Fun fun. Not really though. I love to swim, but my grandpa has a solar thing for his pool, and it keeps the pool warm. Now, when your is 93 degree weather, you really don't feel like getting in a ( Read more... )

I'm in Florida!!! woot woot!.!.! I just got here today. I also just received 100 dollars for no reason. Now tell me that isn't living life. haha. I needed to get away. I will be here til June 30th. I'm gonna have a great time. I'm not gonna make this a long entry, but I just wanted to brag a little bit. I love you all and miss you. Don't worry, I'm ( Read more... )

I went saw my grandma today. She looks really bad. I hope that they find out what's wrong with her. I really hope she gets better soon. I miss her... My brother and I got in a fight this evening. Yeah, i know that sounds lame. He tried to beat the shit outta me. He almost cut my face up with a plate that he broke. He did throw soda all over me ( Read more... )

Wow... It's pretty damn late and I'm not even tired. I'm a bit bored though. Well I guess that's what I get for not sleeping at night. Lately I just haven't been able to sleep and it sux! Hopefully it will improve. So today was our trumpet picnic. It was awesome! It was definately better than last year. I just couldn't believe how interested to ( Read more... )