i wonder why people are such jerks. i want you to know that i am happy and if you dont like that well then im sorry that im not a miserable bastard like you are. i am sorry that i dont derive pleasure from the suffering of others, and im sorry i dont think that just because im having a God forsaken piece of shit day, that everyone else should too. ( Read more... )

i have been hating myself, and my sitiuation, so much for what seems like so long, that i forgot how lucky i really am. i am healthy, i have a roof over my head, food on my table,ive got a genuine smile and a good heart, i am strong and smart enough to find a job, i have a good (if sometimes psycho) mom, i have a beautiful baby boy, who is happy, ( Read more... )

hey before i forgot to put my song and my little face thing and so im going to do it now. is that ok? well then make it ok jerkface!!!! ive been hearing three doors down all friggin day and i love it!!!!!!!! its a sad song, but im not sad i just love it, and it makes me miss everyone, not just, you babe. i miss catherine, and shannon, and lisa, ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly happy right now thanks to one person... Christina Raggio. i am so happy we took that next step, Thanks baby, that took guts, and it made me cry!!! im also happy because i read catherines lj thingy and it made me remember how great she is. and i was glad to see that i wasent the only one watching the worlds strongest man on espn, ( Read more... )

well, i just typed all of this, and it erased for some reason. anyway, my mom found out about my girlfriend. she was really upset, she was ready to dis-own me. she said some stupid things, and make me feel like shit. but i think that while i cant say shes accepting of it, she is dealing with it, she has no choice. because i love this girl, and i am ( Read more... )

well, I havent written in a while. I guess its because nothing earth shattering has really happend since break stared. I leave for philly thursday morning at like 7:30am. I cant wait to get there, because the most beautiful girl in the world will be waiting for me on the platform. We are going to see the Mummers. People have warned me... I'm ( Read more... )

Ok, so your all expecting a juicy account of my sex life, and how quivering in the darkness, with lips aflame, bodies pulsating with desire, and sweating with excitement, i was deflowered. Well, get your mind out of the gutter, I was talking about my first time using this journal-ness. Well to update the world, I am Bi-Sexual, it's not a big ( Read more... )