So, I woke up this morning, exhausted as hell. Although I'm always tired, I think I'm feeling a little better. Things are starting to come together, College-wise. The only thing I gotta get under control is my health. Well, today I'm going to try and get some art done, and make a few calls. Let's hope for some smooth sailing for at least the next ( Read more... )

So tonight a wave of depressing thoughts took over my mind. I find it amazing that I have yet to learn how to control these thoughts.. Just when I think I've gotten it under control...it creeps right back up...a little bit stronger each time. I'm tired....very tired... More and more I'm beginning to realize that I have only myself. I don't have ( Read more... )

Ok, so, for those of you who've been to my journal before, you may remember that it looked a lot better than..this.. Well, I accidentally deleted my Custom CSS layout coding for it, looool~ So, it'll be a while before I fix it, hahahah. Until then, this is the...nastiness I'm stuck with >_

So, here I am, after months of nothingness, I'm finally back on a computer. It feels great. Everything is great. Things are going well and I think, atm, I'm the happiest I've been in a very long time. All I can say is...I'm free. That's what it really boils down to. I've got a long, bumpy, road ahead of me, but I'm more than ready to take it on. ( Read more... )

So, here I am, as usual, with months between a post. I'm getting worse at this, aren't I? *sigh ( Read more... )

Yosh, just got back from my appointment a little bit ago. Doc said cuz it's a major surgery, it'll take time to get the approval from the insurance company, so, instead of being today or tomorrow, it's set for the 4th of December. I gotta go in on the 1st though, to see my anesthesiologist. So, another week to ten days left. I'm actually a bit ( Read more... )

Aloha all, and journal, and whatever~

I don't know why I'm so bad at updating my shit. This is getting ridiculous. I mean, it really doesn't require that much effort, and it's not like I'm working at the moment, or studying, etc. Oh well, guess I'll get on with the updates. First off, I'll be having surgery again, and I pray to God that this is my ( Read more... )

Seriously...seriously seriously, these kittens and their DIARRHEA!! >_____< CC (the girl), and Truffles are out of the woods. They're peeing normally now, no more diarrhea, yay~~~ Bubbles and Mr. still have it a bit, but the color's back to normal. Jin, however...this one drives me crazy the most. Out of all five of them, he's the only one who ( Read more... )

Well, it has definitely been a long time since my last update. I seem to be making a habit out of this.Three whole months, to be exact, sheesh! Anywayz, I suppose a lot has happened since then. Drama, drama as usual >__<  But meh, for now I will just say that I'm recovering really well now. My jaws were finally opened on the 23rd of May, exactly 2 ( Read more... )

Aloha, dear "Journal". It's been a while once again, but things have been pretty crazy as of late. I'm writing in today 'cuz I'm gonna be leaving in about a half hour or so to be admitted at the hospital. The time has "finally" come for this "final" surgery of my dental program. Upper Jaw Advancement. I hope all goes well. I've got my lil ( Read more... )