you know.. even tho you hate me and want nothing to do with me.. i still listen.. and read how hurt you are.. and it doesnt make me happy the least bit.. it just sucks how everything went down and yet again u hate me..
things didnt go exactally how i wished they did.. and ihope everything gets better for you.. and you can be happy again one day!...
.. but when u think noone is listening.. the last person u want to listen.. hears you.. and will always be there no matter what
I don't hate you.. things jsut didn't work out as we both had hoped. thank you though. I had actually thought of contacting you but i wasn't sure because of how things went down. Then ben said the other day he stopped talking to you becuse i guess you punched one of his friends or whatever.
I am more or less content. i'm trying to get over things slowly, but it's hard. we did have good times when i wasn't being bitchy.. i am sorry for all of that, but just wiht some of the guys especially ben i'm a little more harsh on becuase i want him to do something with his life because i've known him sooo long i'd hate to see him fail.
I read about tyler too, i hope you're okay as well.
thanks for tellin me about ben.. seems like sum people still can't be a lil mature and just tel me why they stoped talkin to me... esp when it wasent me who did it.. ya' know? a friend of mines and her got in a fight.. i didnt wanna get involved.. o wells...
yeah well.. tyler thing will never get better, i could care less.. i just stoped writing lol...
i wouldnt mind talkin once a while.. yeah things didnt happen how we wished.. but they happen for a reason
He told me that it was you AND that friend that did it, so I don't know. He's still a wannabe whore... you know how that is for him.
Well at least you got to have your fun as long as the attachment feeling wasn't involved. Things will get better. My GPA is going up as we speak. I got a B+ in philosophy so that helps and my trip up north is still pending... Brian is my last option for it because I think he would have fun especially with my bros.
yep "everything happens for a reason" we all learn and grow. Alright.. time to get back to work... i'll catch you later
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things didnt go exactally how i wished they did.. and ihope everything gets better for you.. and you can be happy again one day!...
.. but when u think noone is listening.. the last person u want to listen.. hears you.. and will always be there no matter what
--just a thought--
kristy
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I am more or less content. i'm trying to get over things slowly, but it's hard. we did have good times when i wasn't being bitchy.. i am sorry for all of that, but just wiht some of the guys especially ben i'm a little more harsh on becuase i want him to do something with his life because i've known him sooo long i'd hate to see him fail.
I read about tyler too, i hope you're okay as well.
Thank you again,
Tami
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yeah well.. tyler thing will never get better, i could care less.. i just stoped writing lol...
i wouldnt mind talkin once a while.. yeah things didnt happen how we wished.. but they happen for a reason
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Well at least you got to have your fun as long as the attachment feeling wasn't involved. Things will get better. My GPA is going up as we speak. I got a B+ in philosophy so that helps and my trip up north is still pending... Brian is my last option for it because I think he would have fun especially with my bros.
yep "everything happens for a reason" we all learn and grow. Alright.. time to get back to work... i'll catch you later
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