Emotions are getting the best of me.

[duy_timmy]

I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what emotions to act on and which ones to put in the back of my mind and forget about. Everything inside of me tells me not to take her back, but I know if she comes back I won't be strong enough. Every time I talk to her I just cry my eyes out. I start to talk and nothing comes out. I want to yell

Comments

[__thecrimsonkid]

This is just my opinion, and I don't know the girl or anything, but
I would say not to take her back.

If she's hurt you that much, and you're still not over the fact that she betrayed your trust, now isn't the time to go back to her.

Maybe you should try not talking to her for a while and getting your life straightened out. Right now it seems like you need time to think and talking to her won't really help.

Thanks.

[duy_timmy]

I know. Some nights I get like that and some nights I could care less. I have not talked to her in a week and a half. It just still hurts really bad.

Re: Thanks.

[__thecrimsonkid]

I know it does. Stuff like that has happened to me before, where my trust has been completely broken and I've been hurting like no other.

You just have to give it time. Take some time for yourself, don't let her be a part of your life until you feel like you can handle it.

You just need to live life right now, have fun, and don't let her get you down. Believe me. If you let those feelings interfere with your life right now, you'll just get hurt again, no matter how many times she might have said she'd never do it again.

You only live once, why let her keep you down?

[ashaketotheleft]

Didn't we have this conversation yesterday?
I told you that you would take her back. I'm not trying to yell at you, because I would do the same with Bud.
You're never going to be completely over her. No matter what you say she's always going to be there, in the back of your mind. You'll probably still remember her years and years from now. I still remember my first love and that was a few years ago, and you have no idea how many ways he hurt me. Velde makes Jamy look like the best girlfriend ever.

Jamy and I are okay. Like, I don't have anything personally against her.. but I don't think you two should get back together.
I agree with the person above me that commented.
If she comes back to you, I'd wait and maybe talk to her for a while before thinking about getting back with her.
If you two were to get back together as soon as her and ronnie end then it could go back to the old ways of her lying and whatnot.

Good luck, honey.

Damn

[duy_timmy]

I understand. I hate being the way I am. One second I am fine then the next I am a mess. I just need to forget about it.