Crush chapter 5
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"OK, you’re going to have to explain it to me one more time," Jeff says.
Jared sighs, they’ve been living in their new apartment for over a week now and Jeff still didn’t know how the DVD player worked. How that man was going to be a doctor was beyond him.
"Look! It’s all pretty simple," Jared says as he shows Jeff again which buttons he had to push.
Jeff just frowns and shakes his head, "Whatever, man! I’m not going to be home enough for this shit and if I am I will ask either you or Jensen. "
Jared shrugs. He was right, they wouldn’t be home much since school was starting. Jared had already been to Orientation Day, with Mackenzie of course. It had been nice but Jared was a bit disappointed that he couldn’t spend more time enjoying the quiet of living away from his parents.
And then, of course, there was Jensen.
He wasn’t able to see the other man much and when Jared did see him either Jeff or Mackenzie would always be there. He wanted to ask Jensen if they were still going through with their plan. Jared got hot every time he thought of what he and the other man had done and he wanted to do more as soon as possible. He just wasn’t sure anymore if Jensen wanted the same thing.
"Hey Jay, how about we watch something now?" Jeff asks, playing with the remote.
Jared watches as the screen goes from blue, the DVD screen, to black. Jared grinds his teeth hoping no-one would ever leave Jeff alone with their equipment.
"How was first week of school anyway?" Jeff asks casually as Jared sits down next to him and grabs the remote from his hand.
"Fine. I’m still getting settled though so things are a bit weird. You ‘re lucky you don’t have to go until next week," Jared says, grinning at his brother.
Jared had been declared coolest freshmen when he told the others he lived off-campus but now he was beginning to see the down side of it. The others were already bonding because they shared a dorm and Jared felt a bit left out.
But then he heard the guys complain about each other and he was happy that he had a room of his own.
"Yeah, well, you have it easy. I have to work my ass off in med school."
Jared huffs out a breath, Jeff always teased him about being the smart, dorky one but Jared knew his brother was just as smart as him, if not smarter.
"Yeah yeah yeah, guess you have to party less, learn more," Jared jokes.
Jeff grins at him, showing off his dimples and Jared wonder if he looks like Jeff when he smiles.
"Well, maybe you can start partying," Jeff says then he frowns a little, "I’m glad you and Jensen have pushed aside your differences."
Jared sighs. He doesn’t want to discuss Jensen with Jeff. He either complained about the other man or he lusted after him. And he never wanted to talk to anyone about the latter.
"Yeah, he’s not that bad," Jared says doubtfully, "we’ve been staying out of each other’s hair."
It wasn’t a lie. Jared had hardly seen Jensen the past week.
"Yeah, Jensen has been freaking out over school. He thinks he’s not smart enough. He’s crazy, he’s smarter than me," Jeff says, sitting back on the couch.
Jared just looks at his brother, wondering why the hell he was telling him this. It did explain why Jensen was so withdrawn lately. Jared feels sorry for the man.
"Well, I can relate," Jared says. He was nervous about starting school again too.
"Well, little brother, I just know you’ll do better than me," Jeff says reassuringly.
Jared didn’t expect it to make him feel better but it did. Jeff hardly gave compliments so this was big for him. Jeff just smiles, motioning for Jared to put on the movie and so Jared does.
***
Two hours later Jared wakes up on the couch. He never could watch a whole movie without falling asleep or getting bored. He frowns, wondering what woke him up when he hears someone laugh.
"Man, I had a bet with myself when you were going to fall off that thing," Jensen says as Jared looks up at him.
Jared rubs his eyes and glares at the other man, "Where is Jeff?"
"He went out," Jensen says, before moving to his room.
Jared gets up off the couch, following Jensen into his room.
"What are you doing?" he asks as Jensen leans down to pick his book up from the floor.
Jensen spins around, surprise clearly on his face which morphs into annoyance pretty quickly.
"I wanted to refresh my memory before school starts, not that it’s any of your business."
Jared nods, Jeff was right. Jensen was freaking out over school. Jared could tell and he didn’t even know the guy that well. He did, however, know a way to distract Jensen.
"Well, I was thinking. I might need to refresh my memory also," Jared says, smirking, as he drops to his knees, "I can’t seem to remember, with or without teeth?"
Jensen groans as Jared starts opening his pants, then he looks at the book in his hands. For a moment Jared thinks that Jensen is going to insist on studying but he throws the book over his shoulder and grips Jared’s hair.
"You can use teeth, but just don’t bite," the last part of the sentence is cut off as Jared pulls Jensen’s cock out of his jeans.
Jared looks at his cock; it’s long and thick and so fucking hot. Jared swallows anxiously. He was driven by his own boldness before, but he has only done this one time and now he was nervous. He softly strokes Jensen’s cock and Jensen groans, his grip on Jared’s hair tightening. A drop of precum appears from the slit and Jared slowly licks it off while looking at Jensen.
Jensen’s eyes are bright green and focused solely on Jared. Jared feels a surge of courage at the lust in Jensen’s eyes and sucks in the head of Jensen’s cock.
"Fuck Jared! So eager for it, aren’t you?"
Instead of answering Jared just sucks Jensen in deeper; it feels good to give the other man so much pleasure.
"Yeah, like that. You want it, don’t you?" Jensen groans as he slowly starts thrusting into Jared’s mouth.
Jared’s dick was pressing painfully against his jeans, he was so turned on. Jensen’s grip on his hair was agonizing, but it only added to the pleasure. Knowing that he was making Jensen so desperate made everything better. He starts sucking harder, wanting to take Jensen completely into his mouth, to taste him.
"Fuck! You’re better than you know, Jay. Ugh! I shouldn’t have let you go without this for so long."
Jensen pulls Jared off his cock and makes him look up. Jared groans at the loss and swallows thickly as he sees the feral look on Jensen’s face.
"You’ve been waiting for me, Jay, haven’t you? You’ve been wanting my cock inside you, haven’t you?"
"Yeah, yeah," Jared’s voice feels rough in his throat, "give it to me, Jensen."
Jared pushes his head toward Jensen’s cock but Jensen’s grip keeps him in place. Then Jensen kneels down and kisses Jared, licking his mouth with rough sweeps of his tongue.
"Hmm," Jensen breathes against his lips, "you’re so fucking hot, Jay."
Jensen pushes Jared back until he is lying on his back on the ground.
"Gonna give you what you want, Jay," Jensen whispers, kissing his way down Jared’s neck.
Jared groans bucking his hips up, trying to get much-needed friction. He moans in frustration when Jensen pulls away.
"Shh Jay, ‘m gonna take care of you. You remember what I promised in the bathroom?" he asks, before turning around so that his cock is in Jared’s face, his face is near Jared’s cock and Jared’s breath catches. When Jensen starts taking his cock out he gets with the program and leans up to take Jensen’s cock back into his mouth.
"God Jay! You’re so big," Jensen’s hips stutter as Jared sucks and swirls his tongue, licking away all the precum.
Jensen swallows Jared’s cock and Jared is in heaven. The thought of doing this, of having Jensen in and around him made him crazy with lust before, but the real thing was so much better. He’s moaning around Jensen’s cock, his hands on Jensen’s ass, trying to pull him in more. He sucks on the head tonguing the slit, chasing the taste of Jensen. Then he remembers what Jensen said about teeth and he scrapes his teeth softly over the shaft. Jensen groans, pushing his cock completely and forcefully into Jared’s mouth before coming in violent spurts. Jared moans, swallowing greedily, his own hips moving of their own accord. Jensen isn’t really sucking anymore, just letting Jared fuck his mouth. It’s so hot that Jared loses it completely. He comes so hard he actually loses his vision for a couple of seconds.
Jensen groans and swallows it all.
Jensen rolls over, lying down next to Jared, breathing harshly.
"I like this new confident side of you now; walking into my room dropping down on your knees and sucking me off with that perfect little mouth of yours," Jensen says from somewhere around Jared’s hips.
Jared’s breath catches again and he groans, "Don’t say stuff like that."
"Why not? Does it make you feel dirty?" he can hear the smirk in Jensen’s voice.
"No, it makes me hot and really I can’t get hard again so soon," Jared says.
He wanted it to sound confident but it comes out as a whisper and he feels his cheeks flush as he says it. So much for confidence.
Jensen chuckles, "Figure that you like dirty talk," he says, before standing up.
Jared lifts his head to see Jensen tuck himself back into his jeans and zip up.
"What are you doing?" he asks as Jensen walks out of the room.
"Getting a glass of water. Spunk makes my throat feel sticky."
***
Four days later Jared is lying on the couch watching TV when his brother comes home from first day of class. Jared’s classes ended earlier today and luckily he didn’t have much studying to do, so he was enjoying his free time as much as he could.
"Hey Jay, where are the rest of them?" Jeff asks, pushing his feet off the couch so that he could sit down.
Jared shrugs. He knew that Mackenzie still had class. The two of them weren’t in the same classes at all, so he hadn’t seen his friend all day. He didn’t know where Jensen was, he didn’t know the other man’s schedule.
"Who is cooking tonight?" Jeff asks as he starts flipping through channels.
They had decided to make a task list early on in this arrangement, rotating the chores between the four of them. It worked out pretty good, with Jared and Mac doing a bit more than Jensen and Jeff cause they were paying less. It was weird how little everyone saw each other with work and classes getting in the way most of the time.
"Well, it’s my turn, but I have no idea when Mac and Jensen will be home," he says.
Jeff nods, "I won’t be eating with you guys. I have a date."
Jared smiles at his big brother, "Oh, big brother’s got a hot date," he says in a teasing voice.
Jared was actually surprised. Jeff didn’t date much and Jared couldn’t remember the last time the other man went on an actual dinner date. It seemed that whoever Jeff was taking out was special. But it was his duty as a little brother to tease him about it.
"Shut up, "he says but the grin doesn’t fade from his face as he does so.
"Tell me."
"Her name is Eloise, she’s in my anatomy class," Jeff says.
"So you won’t eat dinner with us," Jared concluded.
Jeff nods, a smile still bright on his face.
Jeff leaves half an hour later after telling Jared all about how awesome this girl is and Jared suspects that Jeff might have a little crush of his own. It made Jared feel a little giddy, it had been a while since he has had a crush and he didn’t want to think about the last time he dated anyone.
***
Jensen comes home a couple of minutes after Jeff leaves.
"God, I’m hungry," he groans.
Jared smiles, he was about to start dinner but he wanted to wait until Mac came home.
"Oh, before I forget I ran in to Mac on my way home, she’s studying with a friend tonight so she won’t be home. Where is Jeff?" Jensen says as he walks into the kitchen.
Jared follows him, laughing. Jensen turns around when he reaches the kitchen counter with a frown on his face.
"What?" he asks.
"Jeff just left, he has a hot date. Seems like it’s just the two of us."
Jensen grins, "So, hot stuff, what are you making for our hot date?"
Jared opens the fridge and stares inside it intensely, hoping to hide the blush that is spreading across his cheeks. Jensen chuckles like he knows Jared would have this reaction.
"You know I’ve got some money over, how about I’ll buy us a pizza. You just can’t tell Mac and Jeff."
Jared turns to see the smirk on Jensen’s face, "You’re expecting me to put out if you buy me dinner?"
Jensen just grins, cupping Jared’s crotch in his hand, rubbing it slowly, "We’re home alone tonight, you’re telling me you’re not putting out?"
Jared just smiles down at the other man until Jensen leans up and kisses him. They stand in the kitchen like that kissing and rubbing lazily against each other for a while.
Jensen pulls back with a groan, "Fuck, I’m horny, how about I’ll call for the pizza and then we’ll continue this?" he asks.
Jared nods, licking his lips. Jensen was a really good kisser.
Jensen calls the pizza place ordering two large meat specials then turns to Jared, "So how do you suggest we pass the time?" he asks, smiling seductively.
Jared smirks, pushing Jensen down on his knees, "How about you suck me?"
Jensen pouts before he starts opening Jared’s pants and Jared laughs, "Don’t worry. You can fuck me later."
Jensen freezes and looks up at Jared with fiery eyes, before opening his mouth and swallowing Jared down. Jared groans, hands flying to Jensen’s head, not forcing Jensen but steadying himself. Jensen shakes him off. Jared groans holding his hands at his sides, hands balled into fists.
Jensen sucks his cock noisily, eyes closed, like he is actually enjoying himself. Jared can’t stop looking down at Jensen, the sight alone is almost enough to make him come.
Jensen’s hands grips Jared’s ass pulling his cheeks apart, fingers stroking close to Jared’s hole. Jared grinds his teeth, forcing himself to stand still. Jensen presses one finger against Jared’s hole, not quite entering just pushing. Jared moans, pushing back trying to get more pressure.
"Fuck Jensen, I’m… fuck…I’m gonna…." Jared warns.
Jensen opens his eyes, winking at him and Jared loses it. He comes in hot spurts into Jensen’s mouth and Jensen swallows it all.
Jensen straightens, kissing Jared deeply, forcing him to taste himself and Jared’s cock gives a weak twitch at that. They’re slowly making their way to Jared’s room when the doorbell rings. Jensen groans pushing his hard on against Jared one more time before moving away. Jared zips himself up with a content sigh as Jensen moves to open the door.
***
They sit down on the floor eating the pizza. Jensen looks in amazement as Jared almost breathes in his entire pizza.
"I’m a growing boy," Jared explains as he pours drinks for both him and Jensen.
Jensen nods slowly before shrugging.
"So how are the lessons working out for you?" Jensen asks, smirking.
Jared grins, "Great! You’re teaching me a lot. And it’s really hot."
Jensen nods, eating his pizza. They make small talk while they eat. Jared feels lazily content from his earlier orgasm and the pizza.
"You know, I kind of missed college." Jensen says, licking the grease from his fingers, "the pizza here is awesome."
Jared nods, the pizza was better than it was back home.
"But I also missed the freedom, my parents keep asking me when I’m going to bring home a nice boy, you know. Like I have time for that."
Jared snorts, "Like you didn’t bring guys back to your place at home," he says.
Jensen gives him a sly grin, "not nice ones and my parents never knew about that."
Jared laughs, "Man, my parents are still a bit awkward about me being gay, you’re lucky."
It was true. His parents still acted unnaturally around him like they didn’t know how to act. Jared could live with that; he only came out to his parents a year ago; he expected them to need a little time.
"Yeah, yay me. My mom was thrilled when I told her I was gay," Jensen says and then adds in his best Mrs. Ackles voice, "Oh Jensen, now you can bring home a nice young man instead of all those girls."
"Your mom didn’t like you dating girls?" Jared asks, disbelieving.
"No, she didn’t like me dating Danneel Harris."
Jared thinks he knows Danneel Harris. She works at the grocery store, full-time since she left high school.
"Why? Danneel is a nice girl," he asks because she is.
Jensen laughs, "Well, nice to know you approve of me dating her."
"Well she is nice, I like her. How did she react when you told her you’re gay."
"She knew it before I did," Jensen says, shrugging.
Jared swallows as Jensen finishes the last bit of pizza. He never had a girlfriend; knew pretty early in his life that he was gay; never really felt the desire to date a girl or try anything with them. He tried kissing Mac once; they decided never to talk about that again.
"Did you…? I mean…?" Jared blushes and Jensen raises an eyebrow in question, "have sex with her," he says finishing his question.
Jensen pushes away his plate, leaning back a bit, patting his belly, "Nope, tried once, couldn’t even get it up, man."
Jared chuckles. Really, if Jensen couldn’t get it up for Danneel Harris he definitely is gay. Jensen blushes and it’s the prettiest thing Jared has ever seen. Then Jensen reaches out pulls Jared closer to him.
"I remember someone leaving me high and dry before," He says against Jared’s lips, before kissing him.
Jensen kisses him frantically, pulling off his shirt, mouthing at the naked skin that is revealed by the action. Jared moans, moving Jensen’s hand down to his pants and the obvious bulge there. Jensen groans, cupping Jared through his pants.
"Gonna fuck you, Jay. Gonna make it so good you’ll be begging for more," he pants against Jared’s lips.
Jared bucks his hips up, trying to pull Jensen closer. Finally Jensen’s going to fuck him. He’s been waiting for this, wanted to be fucked. Lose his virginity for real.
"We should move this to the bedroom," Jensen whispers before standing up and taking Jared’s hand.
They kiss while they push and pull each other towards Jared’s bedroom. Jensen throws him on the bed as soon as they arrive and starts taking off his own clothes. Jared stares at him. Jensen was really nice to look at especially when he was getting undressed.
"Come on Jay, wanna see your body, " Jensen groans, walking towards the bed naked.
Jared moves, pushing his jeans and boxers out of the way as Jensen stands at the edge of the bed staring down at Jared. Jared begins to feel self-conscious underneath his gaze and shifts uncomfortably.
"God! So fucking hot," Jensen breathes, letting himself fall down on top of Jared.
Jensen smiles at Jared kissing him softly, "You sure about this?" he asks and Jared nods.
He pushes Jared back and Jared goes willingly. He was going to enjoy whatever Jensen was going to do to him.
Jensen takes Jared’s nipple into his mouth, sucking and biting on the little pebble. Jared arches his back, trying to get Jensen closer, moaning. He feels Jensen’s hands travel down his body, caressing and Jared pushes into the touch.
"God, Jay,love the way you just take what I give you.."
Jared groans as Jensen’s mouth travels lower down his body, kissing every part but not touching where Jared needs him the most.
"Come on, Jensen," Jared begs.
Jensen looks up, hands caressing Jared’s thighs, pushing his legs apart, "What do you want, Jay? Tell me."
Jared strains so that he can look into Jensen’s eyes. They’re blown wide, just a small rim of green visible and Jared feels heat flare deep inside him.
"Your mouth, Jen. Please."
Jensen moans, licking a long, wet stripe along Jared’s cock which is lying hard on his belly. Jared feels precum pooling below his bellybutton as Jensen does this. Jensen wipes his finger through it, before moving his hand to Jared’s hole. He rubs the cum-covered finger against his hole and Jared bucks up, moaning loudly.
"Yeah, like that, Jay. You want me to fill your sweet little ass."
Jared wants to tell Jensen ‘yes’, he does but he’s unable to form coherent sentences as he feels Jensen’s finger enter him. It burns, and it feels slightly uncomfortable but it is the hottest thing Jensen has done to him so far. Jensen pulls away and spits on Jared’s hole before pushing his finger in again, moving it in and out in smooth motions. He takes Jared’s cock into his mouth as he adds another finger and Jared’s hips start moving uncontrollably.
"Fuck Jay, you’re so tight and you taste so good. So hot for me," Jensen groans.
"More," Jared whispers, voice hoarse.
"Good, so hot," Jensen response moving up Jared’s body, "Lube?"
Jared points at his nightstand and Jensen gets out the lube. Jared can hardly keep his eyes open, every nerve being overloaded by pleasure. He feel like he’s on fire, knows he must look flushed as hell.
Jensen pushes his legs up so that they are bent at the knees, exposing Jared’s hole. He bends down, blowing on the pink flesh. Jared groans, feeling the draft against his hot skin then Jensen leans down and licks.
"Fuck Jay! I feel your hole twitch," Jensen says before pushing his fingers in again, this time slick with lube.
Jared mewls as Jensen licks and fingers his ass, pushing back against the touch as Jensen hits his prostate, his cock lying on his stomach neglected, precum seeping out steadily. Jensen alternates between licking between his fingers inside Jared’s ass and moving his fingers in and out of Jared’s ass flattening his tongue and licking from Jared’s hole to his balls. Jared is a sweating, babbling mess by the time Jensen adds a third finger.
"You’re safe?" Jensen asks, after pulling his tongue out of Jared’s ass while his fingers keep moving steadily.
It takes some time for Jared’s pleasure-fogged mind to process what Jensen just asked him but when it does he nods, hoping that Jensen is looking at him because he is incapable of answering with words.
Of course you are," Jensen whispers, "I want to fuck you bareback. Can I, Jay?"
Jared doesn’t care right now as long as Jensen keeps on doing that with his fingers. The only thing in his brain is more good more.
There are some rustling sounds and Jensen’s fingers disappear from his ass. Jared opens his eyes, looking at Jensen as the other man moves up his body.
"You’re ready?" he asks as his cock nudges Jared’s hole, almost slipping in.
Jared looks at him, dazed, lifting his hips, trying to get Jensen inside him.
"Fuck, you’re eager. Want my cock bad, don’t you," Jensen whispers against Jared’s mouth before kissing him.
Jared has trouble keeping up with the kiss as Jensen slides inside of him, pleasure fading as the burn increases. He’s panting, trying to adjust to Jensen’s cock inside of him. Jensen tries kissing him through it.
"You okay?" Jensen asks, strained concern clear in his eyes.
Jared swallows, shifts his hips a little and nods. Jensen slowly pulls out before thrusting in. Jared arches his back and yells as Jensen hits his prostate. It was so much different from having fingers up his ass, so much better.
"Yeah, that’s more like it," Jensen says, cheeks flushed, eyes wide but still controlled.
Jensen’s grip on Jared knees is almost bruising as he pushes Jared’s legs up. He starts fucking Jared in earnest, hips snapping, cock hitting Jared’s prostate every single time.
"Come on, Jared," Jensen says hand fisting his cock, "Come one show me how much you like my cock."
Jared moans, bucking his hips, pushing down on Jensen’s cock, moving in time with Jensen.
"That’s more like it," Jensen pants, bending down to kiss Jared, his other hand tweaking a nipple, "knew you would be a cock slut," his hips pistoning as Jared’s moans turn into a constant keening.
"Come on Jay, come for me."
Jared balls tighten and his back bends awkwardly as he lifts himself off the bed with his head and legs before coming in hot spurts on his own body. Jensen groans, hips moving faster before losing their rhythm and Jared feels hot wetness enter his body as Jensen shivers and collapses on top of him.
They lay like that for a while catching their breath before Jensen moves to the bathroom. Jared leans up to see the other man come back with a cloth. He kneels on the bed, slowly wiping Jared clean with careful strokes. Jared doesn’t say anything, enjoying the content buzz running through his body as Jensen lays down next to him. Jared folds himself around the other man, feeling sleep slowly take over his body. Mackenzie was going to kill him if she found them like this tomorrow morning, but right now Jared couldn’t care less.
***
Jensen wakes up to the bed moving, he buries his face deeper into the pillow, grunting softly. Then he slowly wakes up more, remembering what happened last night. When he turns his head so he can look to the side he sees Jared staring at him.
"We didn’t use protection," is the first thing out of Jared’s mouth.
Jensen groans, burying his face deeper into the pillow, "you gonna get pregnant?"
"No, ass! Because of STDs!"
Jensen shakes his head. It was too early for this shit. "I give blood."
Jared moves the bed some more until Jensen glares at him sleepily. No matter how good the sex had been, this was just not worth it.
"I give blood. They test you for STDs when they do that. Besides, I always use a condom," he says, finally hoping that Jared would let him go back to sleep once he explained it.
"You didn’t with me."
Jared really didn’t want him to sleep, "I didn’t with you," he repeats then sits up looking at Jared, "You’re a virgin. What are you going to give me?"
Jared sighs, lying back down on the bed with his eyes closed. Jensen eyes him wearily, hoping that this was the end of that conversation but not quite sure it was.
Jared opens one eye, looking at Jensen, "Guess this was it then, mission accomplished. We don’t have to fool around anymore."
Jensen shifts uncomfortably, "Well, we didn’t do everything. There are still things I could teach you."
Jared nods, looking serious, "Yeah, like topping. I figured you would let me work that one out by myself but…"
Jensen cuts him off mid rant, "No, not that. I don’t bottom, ever."
It was the truth. It wasn’t that he didn’t like bottoming. He didn’t know if he liked it or not, he never tried it. But he figured it hurt a hell of a lot and he never found anyone who he thought was worth the pain.
"Don’t like it?" Jared asks, biting his lip.
"No, it’s not that," Jensen explains, "I never did it."
Jared looks choked for a moment but soon recovers, "Why not?"
Jensen shrugs it off; he doesn’t want to explain it to the kid. He actually didn’t know why he was still here talking to Jared, they weren’t like that. They lived together, fooled around and avoided talking to each other whenever it was possible. And when they did talk they most likely insulted each other.
"Is Mac home yet?" Jensen asks instead of answering.
He wanted to leave this room but he didn’t want his kid sister catching him leaving the room of her best friend. She would hurt him in ways he could never imagine. He knew what he was doing with Jared was stupid and not to mention dangerous, but Jensen was the kind of guy that liked living on the edge. Well, maybe if it was fenced so that no-one could fall in, but still.
"Yeah but I think she is asleep so…," Jared says, shrugging.
Jensen steps out of bed, grinning when he catches Jared ogling him.
"Well, thanks for the great night," he says before walking towards the bathroom to take a nice long shower.
When Jensen comes out of the shower Jared is in the kitchen making breakfast. Jensen walks in, looking at the other man moving around, wincing every now and then as he makes a wrong move. Jensen feels a slight pang of guilt. He should have taken it slower, maybe prepped Jared some more.
"Did I hurt you?" he asks unable to keep the concern out of his voice.
He wanted to sound sarcastic but the thought that he might have actually hurt the kid changed his voice. He only agreed on doing this so that the kid could have a good first time, he didn’t want to ruin that for him by being too impatient.
Jared turns around startled, wincing and shifting after the movement.
"What?" he asks, then realization dawns, "No" he adds quickly.
Jensen looks as Jared puts down plates for them both, he wasn’t entirely convinced.
"Then why do you keep wincing?"
Jared blushes, sitting down across from Jensen, gesturing towards Jensen to start eating. Jensen shakes his head, not before he has an answer.
"It feels weird, kind of," Jared trails off, "empty."
Jensen raises both eyebrows in question.
"Like you’re still in there but you’re not," Jared whispers beet-red by now.
Jensen almost spits out his breakfast and looks at Jared. That was so hot, the other man still feeling him. Now that he was comforted by the fact that Jared wasn’t actually in pain he could appreciate the thought. It made him half hard already.
"Hmm, you like having my cock inside you, don’t you?" Jensen whispers, smirking.
"Shhh, Mac or Jeff could hear you"
"Mac and Jeff could hear what?" Mackenzie asks as she enters the kitchen.
They both startle, moving further apart as Mackenzie sits down and starts eating Jensen’s breakfast. Normally Jensen would have been annoyed but right now he was just relieved that Mac didn’t notice the awkwardness.
"Jared screaming my name in orgasm," he replies with ease.
She would never believe it unless she saw it with her own two eyes.
"Yeah, like he would ever sink so low that he would fuck you."
Chapter 6