Crush chapter 3
Chapter 1 Chapter 2
Jensen is sitting in the car waiting for his friends to join him. He’s had some great news. His friend called, telling him about this great four-bedroom house about five minutes from campus. It was theirs if they wanted it and it really sounded great. He couldn’t wait to tell Jeff this.
He considered things might be a bit strange because of what happened last night. He wanted to write Jared’s proposal off to him being drunk. The thing was that Jared didn’t drink that much. Jensen was with him for most of the evening and he saw what the boy drank. It wasn’t even enough to get a mouse drunk let alone a six-foot-four-inch guy.
Still, Jared suggesting they should have sex, just for the sake of having sex? It didn’t seem like Jared was the kind of person who did that. Jensen on the other hand was, but still, he couldn’t risk it. Not with the best friend of his baby sister.
To be honest, Jared was hot. Even if he was a whiney son of a bitch, he had the body to make up for it. And really, Jensen wouldn’t mind hooking up with that. He wasn’t going to though, it would only cause trouble.
Jensen is deep in thought when the passenger door of the car is yanked open and Jared drops down on the seat. Jensen frowns at him, he doesn’t seem hung over.
“Look! Let’s just forget about last night,” Jensen says after it becomes clear that Jared isn’t going to talk.
“No,” Jared says, like it’s the most normal thing in the world, “I’m sick of being a virgin and you’re the only person I can think of who I could sleep with, no strings attached,” Jared says, shrugging like that’s supposed to make sense.
“What the fuck?” Jensen questions, because really he doesn’t know, “I didn’t think you would be the type for random hook-ups.”
“Well,” Jared says taking a deep breath, “It wouldn’t be a random hook-up, now would it? And I wouldn’t have to worry about developing a crush on you, because, really dude, you’re not that nice.”
Jensen closed his eyes; when Jared put it like that it did make sense. It would just be like helping a friend out, only they weren’t friends.
Fuck! Jensen couldn’t believe he was talking himself into doing this.
“Okay. How do you see this happening? I mean, Mac would kill us both if we started something,” God! Jensen couldn’t believe he was seriously discussing this with Jared.
“That’s the thing, we wouldn’t be starting something.”
Jensen thinks that one over while Mac and Jeff both enter the car, “So you’re going to drive?” Mac asks, smiling.
Jensen turns to her and sticks his tongue out and starts the car.
After that he can’t stop thinking about it. Jared is all over him the next stop and it makes Jensen wonder. Jared isn’t a bad-looking guy and he practically promised Jensen that he wouldn’t fall in love. And it would be this one-time thing and after that who knows? Maybe Jared wouldn’t be that pathetic and start hooking up or something.
Their next stop is some kind of car show Jeff had been really excited about. It wasn’t really Jensen’s thing but funnily enough it got Mackenzie all excited. She started talking to Jeff about the new hybrid car and how it was good for the economy.
Jensen gives Jared a side-long glance and they share an amused look. And then Jared winks and Jensen almost misses his turn.
***
Jared pushes him against the wall, dropping to his knees immediately. Jensen pants; he still can’t believe this is happening. One moment he was looking at a Ferrari the next Jared is dragging him to the rest rooms.
“I was thinking we could start with me blowing you,” Jared says as he is working Jensen’s pants open.
Jensen knows he isn’t drunk, he can’t be, they’re at a car show for goodness sake. Still, with Jared dragging him into a restroom, kissing him and then dropping shamelessly to his knees, he can’t be sober.
He lets out a choked out breath as Jared rubs his cock through his boxers. He grabs Jared’s hands, not sure if he’s going to drag him in further or push him away.
“Jared, we can’t do this,” he says, looking down at the other man.
Jared stands up again, crowding Jensen against the wall, “See I suck at this, you should be panting and begging for more,” Jared says sadly, all confidence gone.
Jensen frowns. Jared’s words aren’t really making sense to him. It’s taking all his willpower not to shove Jared down on his knees and push his cock between those lips. But he can’t, not only because Mackenzie would kill him but because it’s Jared’s first time.
“Your first time shouldn’t be in a restroom,” Jensen pants, looking around, “even if it’s a fancy one.”
Jared moves away from Jensen with a frown on his face, like this was the last thing he was expecting Jensen to say.
“But you are willing to do it somewhere else?”
Jensen nods. God! He can’t believe he’s doing this and he hopes to God that Mackenzie is never going to find out, but yes, he’s willing to fuck Jared. God, it wouldn’t even be a chore, he would love to have that mouth around his cock. He can’t wait to show Jared just how good sex can be.
“Not in a restroom, Jared,” Jensen says after he catches his breath.
Jared gives him the biggest smile Jensen has ever seen and leans in to kiss him again. Jensen ducks away, creating some distance between him and Jared at the same time.
“Rule number one, no kissing unless it’s during sex. We’re not boyfriends, hell we’re not really friends, so no kissing. Also I don’t want to know how you feel, if there is one thing you should know about me by now is that I don’t care,” Jensen says, holding his finger up in warning.
“This,” he continues pointing between the two of them, “is just sex. Nothing else.”
Jared’s smile grows even bigger, “God, you’re an ass. I really don’t like you. That makes you perfect!”
The moment Jensen agrees Jared drags him off to the car. They haven’t booked a room yet; Mac and Jeff were too excited about getting to the car show. Now Jared is starting to think that it might be a good thing. He texts Mac that he’s getting bored and so is Jensen. They are going to take the car to book a motel room and that Mac should call when she wants to be picked up.
Jared would be lying if he said that he wasn’t surprised by Jensen’s agreement, but he’s willing to take advantage. He does realize that he’d better do it now before Jensen changes his mind.
“Where are we going?” Jensen asks, as they get in the car.
“To a motel room. I’m thinking Jeff and Mac might take a while.”
Jensen frowns and makes a comment on how weird this feels. And on some level he’s right; it does feel weird planning to have sex.
***
Jensen smiles as they enter the motel room and Jared just sits there. How is he supposed to start this? He clearly didn’t think this through; he was hoping that Jensen would make the first move.
Jared looks at Jensen sitting on the bed and takes a deep breath. It was now or never. He walks over to the other man, leans in and starts kissing him. Jensen kisses back, leaning back slowly letting Jared crawl on top of him. Yeah, Jared thinks, this he could do, he’s made out with people before. Then Jensen lets out a small laugh and pulls away.
“Are we just going to make out or is this going somewhere?”
Jared huffs out a breath, “you’re supposed to show me, you ass.”
Jensen laughs again before pulling Jared closer to him, pushing his hips up so that Jared can feel his hard on, “maybe you could start by sucking me, like you said back there.”
Jared gasps, feeling a burst of arousal as he feels how hard Jensen is by what is happening between them? He moves down Jensen’s body ready to do what the other man suggested. How was he supposed to do this? Just open Jensen’s pants and take it in his mouth? He looks up at Jensen, questioning.
Jensen laughs and pets his head, “Just go slow and suck, it isn’t that hard.”
“I beg to differ,” Jared says, smiling, pulling out Jensen’s cock.
He strokes it a couple of times, admiring the organ. The only cock he ever saw was his own and Jensen’s. Well, Jensen’s cock didn’t look that much different from his own, maybe a bit thicker and shorter. But it was hard and the head was dark-red, almost glistening. Jared takes in a deep breath and licks the head.
It isn’t revolting so he does it again, this time taking the head in his mouth and sucking.
“Yeah,” Jensen groans, pushing his hips up a little, “like that.”
Jared smiles around his mouth full of cock. See, he knew that he could do this and he goes down to take to whole thing in his mouth. Jensen, however, makes a pained sound and pulls his hair.
“Fuck, Jared! No teeth!” he groans, pulling his cock away from Jared’s mouth.
Jared looks up at him. Fuck! He was doing this wrong. Only he could manage to make sucking cock painful. Jensen looks down at him with sympathy.
“It’s okay, beginners’ mistake,” Jensen says pulling Jared up and kissing him, “I have a better idea. I’m going to suck you and you’re going to take notes.”
Jensen rolls Jared over and lays him on his back. He crawls down Jared’s body, slowly opening his pants. Jared looks down at Jensen, panting; the other man looks so damn sexy opening his pants. Jared wishes he could look like that. Then Jensen takes out Jared’s cock and his breath catches.
“Are you alright?” Jared asks out of breath.
“You’re really big,” Jensen pants, eyes widening.
That’s supposed to be a good thing, right? He’s about to worry about it but then Jensen leans down and licks a long stripe from Jared’s balls to the head of his cock. God! Does this always feel so good, Jared wonders as Jensen starts sucking on the head of his cock.
“I don’t think I will be able to take the whole thing in my mouth,” Jensen mumbles against Jared’s cock then he looks up at Jared, “It’s good when you can take the whole thing, but remember gagging is never sexy.”
Jensen takes a deep breath and then swallows Jared’s cock, getting halfway before backing up again. Jared groans, pushing his hips up. Jensen was really good at this. If he kept this up then it was going to be over really fast.
“If you want to take the whole thing you should build up slowly, not take it all at once,” Jensen says, a little bit out of breath.
Jared groans, this shouldn’t be as sexy as it was, but then again Jared never had anyone but himself touch his cock so that alone was putting him on edge.
“Jen, I’m gonna…” Jared says, gripping the back of Jensen’s head, not sure if he’s going to pull him in or pull him off.
Jensen pulls off, stroking Jared’s cock, “No, not yet, try to hold back,” he whispers, closing his mouth over Jared’s cock again.
Jared closes his eyes and bucks up as he feels his balls tighten. He squeezes his eyes shut trying to stop his orgasm.
Jensen pulls off his cock, “yeah, that’s a good boy,” Jensen says, stroking him slowly.
“Jensen,” Jared begs.
“God Jared, you look so good like this, all desperate and wanting.
Jensen leans down again taking Jared back in his mouth, almost swallowing the whole cock. Jared doesn’t know how much longer he’s going to be able to hold off. He looks down at Jensen, seeing his cock disappear between those full lips, cheeks hollowed out as he sucks.
“Oh god Jen, I can’t,” he says desperately bucking into the warmth of Jensen’s mouth.
“Do it,” Jensen says before taking the head back into his mouth and sucking.
Jared lets out a loud groan, bucking up three times before coming down Jensen’s throat. He feels his own eyes widen as Jensen just swallows.
He lets himself fall back panting.
“That was……,” he says out of breath.
“Yeah,” Jensen says, crawling up his body again, pushing his cock against Jared’s thigh.
“Can I try again?” Jared asks, cupping Jensen’s cock.
Jensen groans, rolling his hips. Jared takes that as a ‘yes’ and bends over Jensen’s body again. He looks at his cock. Okay, he can do this, no teeth and a lot of wetness.
He licks him again, this time the taste muskier than before. Jensen seemed to be really turned on. He bucks his hips up as Jared swallows his cock down.
“Fuck, yeah, Jared, like that,” he groans, his hands tangling in Jared’s hair.
Jared closes his eyes and bobs his head up and down. He really likes sucking cock, or at least Jensen’s cock.
“Oh God! Look at you just taking my cock,” he groans, bucking his hips up again, “doesn’t feel like you never done this before.”
Jared doesn’t really like it when Jensen bucks up his hips like that so he holds Jensen’s hips down with his hands.
“Fuck! Look at you holding me down. Fuck, Jared! Are you gonna, are you gonna….God,” Jensen groans.
Jared sucks Jensen down again taking him in as far as he can. It looks like Jensen is about to lose control and Jared feels a surge of pride. He starts moving faster, trying to take Jensen in deeper. He feels spit run down his chin and Jensen’s cock is getting slicker. It makes it easier to suck down.
“God yes, Jared I’m….” Jensen tries to buck up and then Jared feels him spurt into his mouth.
Jared closes his eyes and swallows. It’s bitter and it feels weird on his tongue but the noise Jensen makes when he does it is more than worth it.
“Fuck,” Jensen says as he catches his breath.
Jared closes his eyes and grunts in agreement. That was his first blowjob and he wasn’t really sure how he felt about that.
“Fuck Jared, you’re hard already,” Jensen whispers, looking down at Jared’s body.
Okay, so maybe he liked giving one as much as he liked getting one. He didn’t know what that said about him. But the way Jensen seemed to enjoy it and the things he said…God, it made Jared want to come again.
“You talk dirty,” he says, trying to defend himself.
Jensen lets out a small laugh; he sounds kind of embarrassed.
“I like it,” Jared decides.
***
Jensen lay on the bed, he still couldn’t believe he agreed to have sex with Jared. Jared hadn’t been so good at it when he first tried, but after Jensen had shown him how it’s done he was more than good. Besides, he was still in awe of Jared’s cock.
Jared proved to be a fast learner. Jensen couldn’t wait until he got to fuck Jared.
“It’s a shame you and Jared had to bail,” Jeff says and Jensen remembers that he was supposed to pay attention to whatever Jeff was saying.
“Hmm yeah,” Jensen says.
Jeff sits up straight and looks at Jensen with a frown on his face, “What the fuck is up with you, man? You’ve been distracted as hell and you’ve got this big-assed smile on your face,” Jensen watches as realization dawns on his friends’ face, “you got laid” Jeff accuses.
“What?” Jensen says, trying to sound innocent.
“Don’t give me that,” Jeff says, “you haven’t been this laid-back since we left home. It’s pretty clear you got lucky. Now the question is, how did you get rid of Jared and where did you find the guy?” Jeff makes a face, “It’s kind of sad that I think the first one is the hardest, don’t you think?”
Jensen shrugs, relieved that Jeff doesn’t seem to think more of it. He did feel more relaxed than he had felt in days, but it wasn’t only because he got laid. Jared and he weren’t insulting each other every time they spoke and with the prospect of new housing his life was going great.
“Oh yeah, Jeff, I forgot to tell you. We might have a house when we arrive at college. Chris, you know Chris? Well, anyway he’s holding something for us. In our price range, not too far from campus. We should look at it as soon as we arrive.”
Jeff perks up at that, “Great!”
Jensen just smiles and nods, he does think it’s great but he doesn’t have the energy to be enthusiastic. Jeff takes Jensen’s lack of enthusiasm as a problem.
“Look Jen, I know you and Jared don’t get along. But you know you’ll have your own room and you know you won’t see that much of him anyway.”
Jensen shrugs. He doesn’t think living with Jared will be a problem, not any more. He’s actually looking forward to the start of a new school year. But he was kind of afraid that this thing with Jared might make things awkward.
“So how many days left on the road?” he asks as Jeff is going through the planner.
“Well, it was supposed to be three, but we can skip the haunted house tour and make it back in two. I’m really excited about viewing the house and maybe giving it a makeover?”
“God Padalecki! Do you have to sound so gay?” Jensen groans, “We’ll have to discuss it with the other two.”
***
When they meet Jared and Mac for dinner later that night Jeff brings it up and the other two are excited to see the new house so they agree to skip the rest of the sights. When they order dinner Jared is flirting with the waiter and Jensen feels a surge of pride.
“Huh?” Jeff whispers in Jensen’s ear, “Did you teach the boy a lesson or two?”
Jensen’s smile falters a little before he nods. He never wants Jeff to find out what kind of lesson he taught his kid brother.
***
He feels extremely uncomfortable throughout the whole meal. He keeps on thinking about the way Jared looked when he came and the way he tasted coming down Jensen’s throat. Jensen usually didn’t swallow; after all, he did know about STDs. But considering the fact that Jared was still a virgin he figured he didn’t have to worry. And then the way Jared took him… fuck, the kid was so eager sucking his cock.
“Jen, are you alright?” Mac asks as the dessert is being served.
“I ehhh….,” God, Jensen was so hard right now, “I just need to go to the bathroom.
He almost runs to the restrooms. He splashes his face with water, trying to calm down. He was embarrassed as hell he again; he doubted if doing this with Jared was a smart move.
Not for the first time he was doubted his own sanity for agreeing to this.
The restroom door is yanked open and someone stomps inside. Jensen straightens his back and starts washing his hands, no-one has to see him having a nervous breakdown.
“Fuck, Jensen! You look so hot. I can’t wait until you show me the rest,” Jared’s voice echoes through the stalls as the other man steps up behind him.
Jensen looks up, seeing Jared standing behind him in the mirror. Jared’s eyes are blown with lust. Jensen spins around, flipping places with Jared. He pushes Jared against the sink and lets his hands roam over his body. He feels the firm muscles jump under his hands and sees Jared’s breath quicken.
“You can’t wait, huh? We’re going to suck each other much more, I promise,” Jensen rubs two fingers over Jared’s lips and gasps as he sucks them in.
“You have such nice lips, they look so pretty stretched out over my cock,” Jensen whispers in Jared’s ear as he pushes his cock against Jared’s firm ass.
Jensen smiles as he feels Jared shiver and suck harder on his two fingers.
“Hmm, you’re greedy for it, aren’t you? Yeah, you want to learn everything I can teach you, don’t you?” Jensen pants softly in Jared’s ear.
Jared groans, pushing his ass back and Jensen doesn’t know if it’s instinct or something Jared thinks he should do. It doesn’t matter ‘cause it’s hot as hell. He lets his hands travel down Jared’s chest cupping his cock.
“Hmm, we could do sixty-nine. You want that, Jared? Me sucking you while I stuff your mouth with my cock? Hmm, yeah, I bet you would greedy for it, huh?”
Jensen is now rubbing his cock between Jared’s butt cheeks panting in Jared’s ear while stroking Jared’s cock. Jared is letting out small, whimpering sounds that tell Jensen just how much he likes the idea of that.
“Hmm, can’t wait to have you all spread out for me, leaking and wanting. You‘d beg for my cock, wouldn’t you? Yeah, you would definitely beg for it,” Jensen’s movements lose all grace as he’s getting closer and closer.
“Jensen,” Jared whines, pushing his ass back more.
“But I won’t give you my cock right away. No, your ass will be too tight for that. I’ll have to open you up. Maybe get my tongue in there. Fuck, Jared, you would be so tight squirming on the tip of my tongue, two fingers in your ass,” Jensen grunts, feeling Jared spasm and coming in his pants.
“Yes, like that. Come for me.”
Jared whimpers and pushes his ass back one more time and Jensen feels his own orgasm as he rides it out.
“Fuck, Jared, you’re so hot.”
***
They both come back to the table looking flushed. Jensen worries briefly about the stain on the front of his pants, wondering if Jared is just as sticky as he is.
“Jensen’s sick,” Jared says, without beating around the bush and Jensen looks up at him in wonder.
Jared subtly points at the stain on his pants. Oh right! Having dessert like that would be uncomfortable. He decides to run with whatever Jared says. Mac looks at him with pity saying that they should go back to the motel. Jeff just groans something about Jensen being a pissy little bitch for ruining the evening.
When they arrive back to the motel Jensen jumps into the shower right away with a worried Mac staying in the room to make sure he’s alright. He wonders how the hell he’s going to survive the night with her treating him like a sick baby.
“I feel better now,” he says after he comes out of the shower, “why don’t you guys go out? I think I just need some rest.”
“Yes,” Jeff says from where he’s laying on his bed, “I’ve seen this bar across the street.”
That’s how Jensen ends up alone in his motel room, reading a book. He is actually enjoying himself, doing nothing. He needs to get ready for college life soon and that means not going out every night. Jensen actually enjoys a quiet night in, unlike what everybody seems to think. He puts away the book, closing his eyes for a moment.
***
Jared is bored out of his skull the moment they walk into the bar. He actually only agreed on going because Mac begged him to. The guys are nice enough and he keeps getting free drinks but he’s not really into it. He still feels happily sated from what happened in the restaurant.
Jeff told them about finding a house during dinner and cutting their trip short so Jared was actually excited about that. He was really looking forward to having a home base where he could live. Some place he could make his own and doing it with his best friend and his brother and of course, Jensen, now seemed like a dream come true.
“Hey handsome,” A tiny, blond guy says, walking up to him.
Jared rolls his eyes; it has been like this the whole night. Jared just wasn’t in the mood to flirt or make small talk. He just wanted to go back to the motel and rest up a bit. He had two more days until they were going to look at the new house and maybe fix it up a little. Yeah, it was going to be great.
Eventually Jared decides to call it a night and goes back to the motel room. When he arrives there he realizes that he’s forgotten his own keys. So he knocks on Jensen’s door, hoping the other man was still awake.
Jensen opens the door, frowning a little and Jared gasps as he sees Jensen is wearing glasses, “Something wrong, Jared?”Jensen asks, a small frown on his face.
“I forgot my key, eh can I…?” Jensen steps aside to let Jared into the room.
“You can watch TV from Jeff’s bed. You’re not drunk, are you?”
Jared shakes his head in answer as he moves towards what seems to be Jeff’s bed. He lies on his back, staring at the ceiling.
“What are you reading?” he asks after a while.
Jensen sighs, “Look, if I wanted to talk then I would have come with you.”
Jared grins, sitting up looking at Jensen, “you couldn’t ‘cause you were sick.”
Jensen rolls his eyes, “Yeah, right,” he hands Jared a book, “Here, you can read too.”
Alright, Jared thinks, it’s going to be like that. Well, it’s for the best anyway. He and Jensen are never going to be friends. He picks up the book Jensen gave him and starts reading.
***
The next morning everybody is quiet during the drive. Jared tries to talk through it but it doesn’t seem to work so he just sits back and reads his book.
The thing is that it isn’t really an uncomfortable silence; no one seems to have the energy to talk except for Jared, obviously. They vote on driving through or stopping to get lunch which ends three against one for continuing to drive. They switch drivers every four hours so by the time they get to a motel Jared feels stiff and cranky.
He’s never spent an entire day in the car and while he knows it’s for a good cause he still doesn’t think it’s a good idea. But with moving to the new house coming up so soon and the knowledge that everybody gets along, the other three seem to be set on just getting there - which unfortunately means cutting their little road trip short.
“I’m so excited about living on my own,” Mac says, after getting in bed.
Jared just shrugs, he’s still a bit nervous about the whole thing. A new school, new people. He was happy, however, that Mackenzie was going to be there with him.
“Jensen told me that we probably have to do a little work on the house. We can paint it and everything!” Mackenzie says, excited.
Jared liked that, the fact that he could work to really make the room his. His mom and dad gave him some money and together with what he had already saved he could buy some pretty sweet furniture.
“We should go shopping when we get back. We both need beds and I think a couch and TV would be nice,” he says, smiling ‘cause he really liked shopping.
“Yeah, I think Jensen and Jeff wouldn’t care about that. So we probably get free range on that.”
Jared nods again, snuggling under the blankets. If he had an early night maybe they could drive all day again tomorrow and arrive by night.
“Hey, Jare?”
“Yeah, Mackey?”
“You do like Jensen, don’t you? I mean, it’s weird you know, the way you are with him.”
“I think he’s okay. We’ll never be friends, though.”
Mac sighs, “I guess” she says.
She sounds disappointed and if Jared wasn’t so tired he would wonder about it but right now he just wants to sleep.
The next day all of them go out for breakfast, still a bit tired and stiff but excited. They all can’t wait until they arrive at college and seeing the new house is something they are looking forward to.
“So, me and Jared were talking furniture yesterday,” Mac says and Jensen spews his coffee.
She glares at him and continues talking, “we were talking about beds and that maybe should also get a couch, you know, to hang out together.”
“Yeah, good idea,” Jeff says.
“God! Could you be more gay?” Jensen snaps, rolling his eyes.
Jared glares at the other man. He made it sound like being gay was a bad thing, like it was an insult. Why would he do that when he was obviously gay too?
“May I remind you that you are gay too?” Jeff defends him.
“Yes, but I’m not a pansy like Jared.”
And that was enough. Without saying another word Jared leaves their table. Who the hell did Jensen think he was? Just when Jared thought that living with the other man wouldn’t be that bad he goes and does something like this. Fucking asshole.
Mackenzie, of course, follows him outside.
“My brother really is an asshole.” She says, leaning back against the wall next to Jared.
“I know, it’s nothing new,” Jared shrugs.
It’s true. Jensen had insulted him on more than one occasion and Jared didn’t think that what they were doing was going to change that. It doesn’t even bother him that much, he just wanted to come back with a snappy comment like he usually did but he didn’t want to make a scene. That’s why he walked away.
“Man, just when I thought living together wasn’t going to be a problem.”
Jared shrugs again, “It isn’t, Mac. He has his own room and I have mine. When he gives me trouble I’ll just walk away.”
“Yeah, like that is going to work,” Mac sighs and Jared gives her a look. “Okay, it worked this time but you’re not the person who needs to keep his mouth shut.”
“We’ll learn to live with each other or I’ll end up killing him, either way I think it will work out fine.”
Jensen and Jeff come walking out just as Jared finishes that sentence.
“At least they got stuck with the bill,” Jared whispers as the start walking to the car.
Jared doesn’t talk or look at Jensen during their drive. Even when Jensen is giving him directions Jared doesn’t acknowledge him, he just keeps his eyes on the road and follows the road signs.
Eventually Jensen gives up and puts away the map, “Fine! If you want to be like that, just, fine. But I’m blaming you for when we get lost.”
Jared ignores that too.
Jensen feels a little bad about the remark he made during breakfast. Partly because it was really a lousy thing to say but mostly because Jeff made him pay the bill. Jeff also wanted him to apologize but Jensen refused to do that. Jared was getting excited about furniture, for God’s sake. That gave Jensen the right to call him a pansy. At least it did in his book.
He seems to be the only one who thinks that, though. Jared ignores him for the rest of the drive and Jeff and Mac glare at Jensen every time the other man does so.
By the time they arrive at Chris’s house Jensen feels uneasy and is about ready to apologize to Jared. Matt greeting them saves him from doing so.
“Hey, Jenny boy,” Chris greets him.
Jensen glared at him, he hated being called ‘Jenny’.
“So you’re ready to see the house? You’re lucky I’m banging that girl who’s the landlord or else it would have been off the market in no time.”
Jensen stands by watching as Chris greets Jeff and then is introduced to the other two. He can’t help but notice the way Chris looks at Jared. Really, there is no need for the boy to be a virgin, if even Chris who was mostly straight, was interested in him.
They arrive at the building fifteen minutes later and all four of them stand in awe. The house was huge. There were four bedrooms, a living room, a large bathroom and a kitchen. Jensen didn’t even know they could afford this, but when Jeff did the math it seemed like they could. Sure, it could use some paint and a good clean-up but they really lucked out with this one.
“Wow,” He says when Chris leaves them to discuss it.
“Well, we’d have to pay a bit more since Mac and Jared can’t afford this much but we’d get by,” Jeff says.
Jared nods, “And Mac and me will do all the fixing and decorating because we want to contribute in other ways.”
Jensen nods, he was really into this plan, this house. The thing was great, more privacy than he had at the dorms. People wouldn’t give him trouble for bringing guys home. Fuck! He couldn’t see a down side in this.
“I say we do it.”
Chapter 4