Oh how my life has changed...

[dusty_mcpan]

Do you ever wake up and wonder... how is it that I've allowed my life to turn out like this? When I was growing up... there were 2 things I was certain of. 1- I was going to become a famous artist and make millions and 2- I was going to marry young just like my mom and dad and be happy together forever. Well, the latter of the two is out of the

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[angelictorment]

Well, I'm sorry to hear [read] that the latter of the two hasn't worked out for you. I think you're one of those people who deserves to have the two things they're certain of when they're younger happen for them. But I'm glad to hear that you are back to focusing on your artwork. I've always been something of a fan of your designs, and you can only get better through practice, right? I think that's how it goes.

Anyhoo, thanks for the update. I've started to wonder. :P And if you ever want to chat sometime, I still have this journal, and I'm still on AIM as "Prince Ezo." Glad to hear you're still around; although, don't you lose any more weight - you were small enough, to begin with! *refrains from making "skinny as air" jokes*

[anonymous]

hows that possible....that you can lose weight?

sigh, that sucks that some things aren't going great for you. you know i will always be there for you if you need anything. A lot has been going on with me in the last year as well. I'd like to think im stronger for it, but every time i wake up i second guess myself.

PS I want an art studio .....I want to be artistic again.

[alwayssometimes]

the above comment was from me.....i thought i was logged in

Thorgasm

[dusty_mcpan]

I would really love to hang out with you this weekend. If you're free. I realize that giving up on our friendship because of a guy was quite possibly one of the biggest mistakes I ever made. Because now he's gone, and I realize I lost all my friends along the way. And it sucks more than his leaving.