Jan 30, 2006 17:48
Do you ever wake up and wonder... how is it that I've allowed my life to turn out like this? When I was growing up... there were 2 things I was certain of. 1- I was going to become a famous artist and make millions and 2- I was going to marry young just like my mom and dad and be happy together forever. Well, the latter of the two is out of the question. So I guess I'm going to start focusing on art again. I do have all this new found space in my house. So, I made one of the bedrooms into a studio. The only thing I don't like is its kinda echoish in there. (How do you make that go away) because it only makes me feel more lonely. Atleast I still have my lab. I love her. I had a puppy too, but he got ran over. I know it's been a while since I updated... so rather than reviewing over about 7 months... I thought I would just talk about all of that which has happened since the 1st of the year. Oh yeah, and I've lost 12 pounds. Mostly from stress.