I don't know if anyone out there in the wild world web has ever actually read this here "blog". It's not a real blog because I pay attention to it about as much as I do the individual leaves beneath the tree outside the house I'm staying at ( Read more... )

What if you can't get someone you used to like out of your head? Someone says something as harmless as hello. A few minutes of chatting...and this someone who I was desperately in love with ( not an exaggeration ) says he always liked me. It's been years since when we were close...It's just so strange. I can't get this someone out of my head....Why

Prana- life force Sutra- thread holding things together. The life-force of this planet is the thread holding everything together. These two Sanskirt words together make more sense to me than any poem, ballad, or philosophy. This new-found term I have conjoined is to me, the essence of our existence ( Read more... )

So Albert needs some time away from me to “do his own thing”. Which is fine because I start school in about a week. His computer broke down, so he paints, paints, paints. An draws too. But in any case I have a feeling he thinks I’m a very distracting diversion that he has been hanging out with nearly every day. I hadn’t seen him all weekend, but he ( Read more... )

Brandon Boyd's Anna-Molly,
"In all likeliness, she doesn't really exist."

He is a magnetic anomaly…

I cannot seem to shake him,

These electromagnetic waves vibrate,

My teeth crashing and chattering against each other,

My eyesight trembling, a quivering image on television screens, three, four, or more, stacked atop each other, bricks of media towering ( Read more... )

I have just finished watching Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas. Once again, I am reminded how good an actor Johnny Depp was in the 90's, hell everything was better in the 90's. Then again, i could just be saying that as an old schooler, at 18 years old, I can hardly call myself worldly, wise maybe. An old soul. The reincarnation of Anais Nin, or Jean- ( Read more... )

"In and out. In and out ( Read more... )

In a viscous daze, I sit here, knuckles white and philosophically supporting my sharp chin. Dangerously, to my lungs, I take a drag of my cigarette. The tip lights up an angry orange and I taste cinders on my tongue. Loops and whirls of smoke permeate the air in psychadelic designs and geometric shapes. For a moment, my exhaled smoke melds into the ( Read more... )

Well it was ten ten about three minutes ago but I had to verify this spanking new account and missed out on timing. I think I'll survive. So it's now 10:14 PM. Saturday. The earth is standing still outside the window, and there is no sound but the hum of my computer. 10:15. Tick tock tick tock tick tock goes the manic clock on the lower right hand ( Read more... )