Comments | duskyn: It all starts here.

duskyn

It all starts here.

Jul 18, 2014 10:24

There are things I really need to change. Some of those things are becoming more and more apparent as the days go on, and that's good. It means that I can't fall into the normal laziness that'll take over. At times, it feels like I'm back in school with papers and finals I should be doing looming somewhere in the background while I pretend they're ( Read more... )

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toxicghoul July 18 2014, 17:04:10 UTC

I also hate that kind of full. That feeling from eating way too much and not being able to do anything but feel miserable, hah.

duskyn August 4 2014, 15:24:00 UTC

Ugh, it is the worst. The only thing you can do is just lay there and not move, and even then most of the time you're still miserable.

ragnarok_08 July 18 2014, 18:40:49 UTC

Definitely taking some time to yourself and becoming a better person sounds like a good goal to have, and to not think about the negative.

duskyn August 4 2014, 15:24:26 UTC

I think it'll make me much happier and not feel so bored about everything.

meri_sielu July 19 2014, 01:52:49 UTC

I hate that full feeling when you feel fit to burst and it always sneaks up on you so badly!

Take some time to get yourself together and figure what you want and then go from there. :)

duskyn August 4 2014, 15:27:55 UTC

It does! It's like Omg, this food is soooo good. I could eat it forever! and suddenly your body is like NO YOU CAN'T I HATE YOU.

awakenyourfaith July 20 2014, 03:24:34 UTC

I'm the same; I need a goal/objective to feel like I have a purpose. I say you should take your time and figure things out.

duskyn August 4 2014, 15:28:03 UTC

st_chair July 20 2014, 08:37:46 UTC

I have to stop being complacent about the things about myself and my life I'm not happy about. I'm the only one with the power to change them.That is so true ( ... )

duskyn August 4 2014, 15:35:31 UTC

Ha, I am too! That does sound like a fun evening. Cat videos on Youtube are the best. One of my favorite moments on my final day in Bangkok was watching cat videos in the coffee shop attached to my hostel with one of the guys I had met.

I think that is something I need to start doing. I can get so caught up in the day-to-day that I forget what it's all for. I get frustrated with work, but when I actually stop and think about it I realize I'm doing what I can for now. There are some decisions I have been putting off and putting off, but I'm still paying off those loans and having enough free time to do the things I want. Sure, I'd like to make enough to have all the loans paid off in the next year, but that just isn't happening right now. It doesn't mean they won't get paid off though.

A 1-year around-the-world trip sounds completely amazing. Just 4 months was awesome, but an entire year would be so amazing. I really hope you do get to do it eventually. <3