I really moved out!! I know live in Hawthorne with my aunt. Get out of that house and town was the best thing for me right now. I hurt my mom, but it's better off this way. At least for a while(long while). The hardest thing to do was say goodbye to my friends, my guard and my room. I cried so much at school today, it wasn't even funny! Don't know ( Read more... )

Things aren't going to great at home right now. I am moving out. Im going to live with Syndee. I'm trying to leave as soon as possible. It might be today or on monday. But i am going to talk to my mom again and i am going to push her to let me leave today! I want the hell out of here. I already said goodbye to my friend. Which by the way, was so ( Read more... )

What's up people. I've been pretty much nothing. I'm on spring break right now. For about 4 days i went to my Aunts house. It was great, i got to escape and worry about nada. Plus i was able to hang out with Syndee and talk to someone who i know really cares. After i came home i had practice and then i had counseling. Counseling was ok. The lady i ( Read more... )

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Im at my Aunts house right now. I spent the night and i didn't go to school. I need a day to just relax and just forget everything. I was on the virge of another breakdown and that wasnt cool. So i did the right thing and came here. It helped me too. Cuz even though there are good things going on right now, it is still very hard to get out of bed ( Read more... )

The last time i wrote, i was about to call my dad. Well i did it. It was so fucking scary. I have never been so afraid of a damn phone in my life. But i did it and thats what matters. He also didn't take control over me. I had it. I asked him why he ever hit me and raped me and he told me he never sexually touched me. He said it soo calm too. It ( Read more... )

hey there. Its been a while since i have written. I don't know why i haven't. A lot has been going on. Im in the middle of pressing charges on my dad. And I think either Monday or Wednesday the detective wants me to call my dad to try to get him to confess everything. I didn't want to at first, but i really thought about it and if he does confess i ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since i last wrote. I don't want to tell the whole wide world so i am just going to say it wasn't good. Only certain people know about it and thats because i don't want everyone knowing and staring at me and thinking things. And if you have heard things and you didn't hear it from me, then ask me, rumors always love to go around ( Read more... )

I just wanted to be the first one on lj to say happy valentines day. So i hope you all have a good day, and if you don't, just think, its just another day and it doesnt mean shit!!! And thats something new coming from my mouth. For the people that really know me, they know i hate this day. But i learned it doesn't mean anything, you should get sad ( Read more... )