wow... i have so much to tell...
A lot has happened since i last wrote. I don't want to tell the whole wide world so i am just going to say it wasn't good. Only certain people know about it and thats because i don't want everyone knowing and staring at me and thinking things. And if you have heard things and you didn't hear it from me, then ask me, rumors always love to go around about me. But I am all better now. The experience i went through really helped me. I appreciate a lot more things and i know who really cares about me and who i really care about.
Ohh one good thing that i don't mind people knowing about is, that there was a police report about my dad and what he did. So it is all going to happen. The social worker already came by our house but we weren't home, so we have to call her back. But i am pressing charges and i do have to face my dad in court. When they took the report i wasn't ready, but i think i am as ready for this as i ever will be. I just want that man to suffer and to know how it feels. He can fucking go to jail and drop the soap and become someones bitch. I know he will, cuz people in jail don't like people like him. But i wrote a poem about it. Its not great, i wrote it really fast. So here you go:
It Will All Be Ok
Everything will be fine.
I will do what i need to do.
And then I will have my freedom.
And so will my family.
Things always happen for a reason,
And this time it is for mine and my families freedom,
from that monster i call dad.
And the fear and pain he has caused.
It may be one hell of a ride,
but the result will be worth it.
And he will know how it feels to be in pain.
Plus i have been through worst situations.
We can all do this,
We just have to stick together,
And everything will work how it should.
That was a mixture of how i feel and part of it was to help my mom and sister get through this too. I know if we stick together and we're strong, we can win. Ok bye now.
Sara Ann Chandler
*duckie*