"its all downhill from here"

[drummingfish]

if it wasnt for everyone i know, knew, or just met, i wouldnt wake up in the morning. even if i just met you, or all you know about me is my name. i keep myself going to be around all of you. in total honesty im never happy. not ever anymore. i poured my life out tonight. everything i think to myself all the time came out. and i found the thing

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[_heartofthecity]

Get ready for the generic response that you don't want to hear: I'm here if you ever need to talk.
I'm glad that we talked tonight. Even though it didn't change anything, or make a single thing better, it felt relieveing to talk to someone about how I feel. Hopefully all of the pieces will fall into place and complete the pictures in both of our lives very soon.

[anonymous]

I've been down this road more times than i can count:
"inside im truly never happy. i cant act how i really feel"
You'll be happy one day, then you think too much about all of the things that have your life so messed up and be depressed the next. It isnt fair... He has my dream girl... she talked about me behind my back... why didnt i get invited there?... why didnt she call me back?...not being able to tell the greatest girl you've ever met how you feel for fear of being rejected. yes, Being a teenager sucks. But as hard as it is, you have to take the good times with the bad and remember , everything does happen for a reason. and it will, i promise, get better. that hardest part is waiting...

[drummingfish]

your brilliant, keep me guessing

ANDY

[natalia_fleas]

stinks, i miss your stinky ass. keep up the good work of being the stinkly little shit you are. <3. when i come back to scs, we will take another random meijer's trip to go and buy fruit, like we did that one night that i attempted to help you with your math, but really had no idea what was going on...:)

[anonymous]

andy, i know how you feel about never being happy. i used to be that way...and yea it sucks. but i hope it gets better for you. im here if u need to talk, even tho i know we dont hang out alot, i'm always around to listen. im sorry you're feeling so down. :( ~brooke

[_letting_go_]

Andy, I would be so sad if you died, and I know of many others who would be too. You are a such a great person.. Even if you did tap my car. ;o). Whoever will I honk at anymore?! :o) Feel better! If ya wanna talk I am here, because you were here for me one time when I felt down. :o) ♥