I wish I could explain everything too and make it all better but I can't, I had to do what I felt was right before things got to far. I'm sorry it hurt so much but I didn't feel right not saying anything.I really am sorry again, I hate drama too and I didnt want to start stuff but imagine if things got further and then i said something, there would be a lot more drama. And you don't need me to get by, im not that amazing and im not what keeps you going, you were still alive before you knew me so you can do it again. I know this may sounds kinda mean but thats not the tone its supposed to be its more of a things happen and we will work through this sorta tone. Jess told me the other day "Never say sorry for saying how you feel because that's like apoligizing for being real". I am sorry for hurting you and I hate to see you hurt but I couldn't keep things going with the way I felt. I hope you will understand where I am coming from eventually and i never wanted to hurt you but I also had to do what I felt was right in my heart...
I know you never meant to hurt me. And I know that your descion was for the best. I agree whole-heartedly with jess's quote. I'd rather be just hurt than broken-hearted. You are an amazing person, and dont ever tell yourself otherwize. I know what your doing is for the best, and I know i lived without you at onepoint, but I can't live without you now that your in my life. Thanks for always being a friend.
And i hope someday even if its a year away.... that we can make it work because i heart you and always will.
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And i hope someday even if its a year away....
that we can make it work
because i heart you and always will.
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