And I don't mean Free OD - fuck OD. Scheisse. It's been down for days. I don't ever remember the site being down this long before. Must have been a really bad hackathon. Also, I didn't realize what an unhealthy relationship it's become for me. I go there three or four times a day to see if it's back.  I really, really need to get a life.

I honestly forgot about this part of my Internet life!

I need to go back  and read some of this.

Life is muy curioso.&


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Coming back here is like visiting an old neighborhood. It's the same, but different.


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Here is the equivalent of 3000 words.


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Back again after renewing there anyway. It's hard to admit a habit is hard to break and that the beat goes on. That small voice sounds like it keeps saying, "Loser." Variations in barometric pressure can do that. Being kicked like a dog hastens the process. Life is not a bowl of chairs. A roomful of empty flowerpots symbolizes something. Searching ( Read more... )

It's just so f-ing weird. I'm doing it for at least three years now and I'm still not really sure why. But I keep on keeping on, now with five different versions. There are two back over to FOD that are dormant, except that I go back more or less monthly hoping they aren't gone. I don't even know why. Is there a delete function? Even here, "they" ( Read more... )

The Open Diary is down again. Here I am, six months later, with the same dilemma. The site is down just as it wants me to pay to do this. I like the network I started there, but I really have to go this time. I'm getting back to basics and I'm going to write honestly and consistently. I miss that.

Ironic that the new year starts on July 1? Not at

Microsoft OLE DB Provider for ODBC Drivers error '80040e14'

[Microsoft][ODBC SQL Server Driver][SQL Server]The log file for database 'opendiaryplus' is full. Back up the transaction log for the database to free up some log space.
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Today's event is rather uneventful. Sorta like, "Today was a boring day. Nothing much happened."

Gosh darn it all to heck, I still miss that guy!


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Hey Tim, look at this! I wanted to say that, but I didn't finish the energy bar and the words wouldn't form. He wouldn't have noticed anyway, being that his shaggy dog was pulling him further toward the train station ( Read more... )