How will you know im hurting if you cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain.

-im going to Utah the day after Christmas. Im going there to get all my problems together, and to become emotionally stable =/ I wish i could stay here and do it, but it seems that i cant. I am going to miss it here so much.. my gosh im ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!!
I hope you have a great 15th
birthdayy. I love youU! I wish we
could've hungout lastnite tho =/ But
we'll do it next weekend. Have fun today!!

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He has a girlfiend. Its been 3 weeks and im still in love with him.

He finally moved on, and i cant seem to do that yet. Is this the

closure I needed? I fucking hope so.

- DisneyLand on Friday. Hopefully I can get my mind of him

and have a good time =/

i know what it feels like to want to die

when it seems like everything you have to live for has been ripped away

and your lost without him

you feel so alone its unbelieveable

i know what it feels like to hide your depression under friends, drugs, drinking, guys...

you see me laughing, but you have no idea of the amount of pain im going through on ( Read more... )

how is it that everyhting is perfect on second, like your in a dream. but then everything turns around the next second. why is there so much pain in life? its not making me stronger, its making me cave in, i just dont understand.