I was going to delete this account and just move on with my life, I am not feeling well right now, not happy. Then I read old posts and I realize that this is the single most comprehensive series of posts that I have and then I reminded myself what matters because of a post I posted years ago about being appreciative and it's what just what I ( Read more... )

wait a minute this is the first post in like two years? woa. I started this account when i was trying to get school work done in a college computer lab and sure enough I am posting almost ten years later at a computer at a different school library trying to get an essay finished for 6 o'clock, wish me luck!

i finished a project I have been working on at work for over a month and I am happy. Learning and doing at the same time takes a while.

... And I have to get it in my head that not every meal has to end with dessert.

wow, again a couple of months go by and alot has happened, I started a class and moved in with my girlfriend. overall i am happy and despite the problems that i face and create for myself that i always dwell on. I tend to not relaize that I am in a really good place and I am busy ( Read more... )

my mom was right when she said if you ever move or ever get a new job they wont mean that your problems are fixed or solved ( Read more... )

I have lived in Mission Hill for almost two months now. it's a great statement to make, especially on this here journal. I was looking this my earlier statements, the very first ones from 6 years ago, damm! I am glad to have this journal for that long, if you have one you can look back and reflect, it's a good thing ( Read more... )

i said goog night to kelly like at 1030-11 on thephone and i stayed up and her eia m, mani have to work on this harder than i have i admitit and it get a defensive and shit it's nt worth it i just have to work on it harder 10m 930 maybe i should work on it by the half hour like tonight go to bed at 1230 instead of 100 and then wednesday 1200 until ( Read more... )

YAY! April once again and this time I haven't had a smoke since 02.25.05 and I have a girlfriend for almost a year (nice!) and I am moving out!! yup June man going to mission hill/brigham circle going to be pretty cool ( Read more... )

of course it has been a very long time since my last entry but what esle is new?
ELEVEN MONTHS last week that's how long it's been since i have smoked a ciggerette!!