I don’t know if its just that schools coming up or what but lately ive felt so empty like im missing something I feel like im missing eveything that was apart of me freshman year. Carefree. Friends. And TONS of fun. But now its just like I see my older friends when somethings only happening no one asks me to hang out except for my two closest ( Read more... )

wow its been so long since ive written in here.. yeah..my friend just got a new one so i thought well i miswell right in mine too! its raining now and hot as hell.. yeah ugh. i havent been up to much lately just hanging out with friends and being bored to death. i wish i had my license and a car so i could drive myself places instead of being stuck ( Read more... )

everythings changing for hte worse and i hate it so much. my friends falling away from me in front of my hands and doesnt need me anymore. i feel like shit cause i dont wanna lose the real her. FUCK i hate it. i miss her so much and wish we could be like we used to. but nooo. on a brighter note.. i did track today! yay! so hard but such a good ( Read more... )

yeah pretty much says it all in the subject..ihate vermont nothing new or exciting ever happens..and i do the same thing with the same poeple every day everyweekend theres NOTHIGN NEW to do..i hate it so much..gah i just need something fun to do for once..im hating myself so much lately ugh its no good but im getting so fat i hate it. and summers ( Read more... )

omg.. went to see ryan cabrera tonight..i know i know you can all laugh.. but i LOVED it. hes so cute and funny, he and his band had a dance-off it was adorable. hes so good wiht the crowd too, just fun to watch. i saw bonnie mcknee too, shes really good i only heard one of her songs before..shes really good and fun. Ryan was so cute though he was ( Read more... )

well, the vacation is over, not much accomplished cept for some fun times with the girls and i went to mardi-gras. i finally think i got over the dumbass that i should have never liked in the first place. i watched the o.c. omg it was magical! seth ugh adorable i want him. im so mad at myself lately i told myself i would never let the media affect ( Read more... )

yucky weather.. blagh i was hoping spring would come early.. i hate the cold. vacation is in 2 days!! yay! no clue what i am going to do though. i kinda wanna learn to snowboard still. prob just end up hanging out with kels and ash .. or be bored most of it. yeah so fun.no... anywhoooo....i want to be MK so bad :) haha yeah im soo tired and sick of ( Read more... )

Valentines day.. what a halmark & hershies holiday.. yet another one spent alone... SCORE!. haha . yeah so nothing new going down. got some cowgirl boots!!! hellz yeah!! but a certain someone completely RUINED my day. (coughbankscough) total ass.. he had a boquet of roses.. and i was standing with him and ash and hes like yeah these are only for ( Read more... )

ugh im so sick of all the girls in my school that look so effing perfect, i mean they really have no personality or anything yet they get all the hot guys. it makes me so mad. and im so sick of guys i dont even want to TRY anymore. ugh. enough said.

uhh..what a day.. my back hurts sooo much.. back to school and on white days i have ALL classes and TWO textbooks..its like hell. i fell over today and i could have saved myself from embarassment if i hadnt had the 200 pound backpack on :-/. im so proud of myself i think im totally over him!! yay go LAUREN!. haha..so bored lately. new classes ( Read more... )