a definitive entry redeeming a month plus of unpublished posts; the abridged text.

unraveling the mysteries of physics i crowded my car with most of my packed belongings,including my furniture,and hauled everything up a flight of stairs by myself in near total darkness.it was a huge pain in the ass.

rather than fuming over every moment spent at ( Read more... )

sitting around the liquid room,watching the clock.what a slap in the face.is it an act of desperation? i need more hobbies and people to share them with more frequently.quit my job to find employment someplace i dont cringe through the shifts.i need to do something before i go fucking crazy and drive my car into a wall.its wednesday and already i ( Read more... )

this week the f in friday is synonymous with fifteen.
fifteen ways to cut up a vegetable with a kitchen knife.
fifteen words for suicide.
a fifteen hour shift to contemplate them.
fifteen minute breaks - i wont be getting any.
the fifteen thousand orders of food i will inevitably be making by myself.fifteen is a fun number.

procrastination is the devils handshake.a few measly days left to complete assignment;started out with a month.though i dont deserve a decent grade,one will inevitably appear on my transcript regardless.things will just randomly work out:like always ( Read more... )

so.the new intersection is big.too bad they squander the space hosting dance events at which they play top forty.college party kids,breathing up all the good air.but.murder by death exceeded my expectations for local music.quality.nice to see with the likes of rasputina,who by the way played a short but sweet show.meloras vocal range is amazing ( Read more... )

just published a shitload of overdue work to the school server.and what mind numbing fun it was.this is by far the most pointless entry in my journal.time to leave.

gorging myself on vitamins.what i really need is a miracle flu cure.that,and twenty two million dollars in my savings account and all my problems would be solved.
my car badly needs an aligning.havent heard any horrible sounds on the freeway yet,so maybe it can wait another few weeks.then i can start turning up the raido.

the flu.ugh.i feel shitty.last night i painted spirals all over my black little alcove to be.devin came over and the girls oogled at this guy playing a guitar in a window of the adjacent house.i think it was all a ploy to look cute.i know he knew,i just cant prove it.everyone knows those kinds of things only happen in movies.bah.sarah made us ( Read more... )

the lip ring came out.there were few alternatives.would have kept it longer had my lip healed properly.as a side note,i shaved my head again.this time leaving the long arc of hair in the front.i like it ( Read more... )

tuesday evening.a pitcher of beer.crappy retro thingy djs.after the magic beer pitcher endowed me with super powers the night picked up.drunken dancing is fun.a big thanks to ginos for providing late night pizza.i know how annoying it can be to have to make food just as closing time rolls around for a restaurant.not fun.thanks to sarah and anthony, ( Read more... )