They told me not to do it.
they said "AL! We love you! Don't do this to yourself!"
...Well, they didn't say they loved me. But lets leave the fact that I'm unloveable out of this for now.The moral of this part of the story is that my friends genuinely had my best interest in mind. So just to let you know. I was warned.
I was warned about Lightning ( Read more... )

depressed and lonely.
it's what I do.

I watched underworld evolution today.
more like,
underworld Lamevolution!
they do have an undeniable combo in there though.
sex
and
vampire chicks.
Can't fuck that up. Unless you're Uwe Boll, and the movie is blood rayne

I was sick last night, and I still don't feel great today. I have work at five and I can't get a doctors note because I don't have the money to go to the doctor. I think I have toarrow off so I'll be okay. But my head hurts so bad right now, and it has off and on for the last couple of weeks.
bring soup?

demand that all animals start saying their name. Instead of this "baaaa" and "mooo" nonsence. I want lambs to start saying "laaaaamb" and cows to start saying "cooooows ( Read more... )

I have no idea what I want to be typing right now. Part of me is kinda angry. Part of me is sad. Most of me is lonely. I want to go back to sleep, and just never wake up. The whole idea of breathing just seems so futile.
I can't even draw right now. I have some really cool ideas, but none of them want to make a deal to work with me.
yeah, I'm just

I'm a haunted man. There are children in my nightmares. Innocent children who have a monster for a dad. They used to see me as a big brother figure. Some one who'd tell them "or else I'll tell your father" They wanted me to be their father. Because, as mentioned earlier, their father is a monster.... Who barely comes around to see his three ( Read more... )

today is my buddy jason's birthday.
So let me talk briefly about him.
He is 22 years old, an ex con, and a proud father of a beautiful 2 year old son.
He's my partner in crime and in the counsel of my best friends.
happy birthday old friend.

SSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ( Read more... )

behold the man of sorrow as he types away at upon the keyboard, pouring his life upon a digital canvas. Rendering a world out of letters and the readers imagination. Already I've said so much, and yet so little ( Read more... )