I abandonned livejournal when I thought that it was all depressing and... well, it was. I just looked back on my last few entries. How the hell did my friends put up with me!? Seriously ( Read more... )

I finally figured out some of my problems. I was about to start forward again. Then I had that dream ( Read more... )

I've been thinking and saying and dreaming such horrible things that I never wanted to. I've been hating myself. But don't feel sorry for me. I brought it on myself, and I don't deserve pity about that ( Read more... )

So, people who have money and nothing in particular to spend it on, commission art from me!
A copy of an example piece is like.. 1 or 2 dollars. An original piece somewhere around 5, and an electric, colored copy is... 7. Because it takes a crapload of time.

MEHHH

I've decided to start drawing for money and taking comissions. I'm going to pout together a notebook of examples and fun. I think I'll sell copies of pictures, and maybe even some edited copies of those old comics... or maybe just the Reima/rolling!snake picture.
Anyway. Tired. Yes. Sleeping. Now.
Will update something else... soon.

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I'm beginning to understand, to see without my eyes clouded by cute naïvety. And to be perfectly honest. Im angry. I am infuriated my the mere idea of what might have been transipring right in front of my face that I was too naïve to realize ( Read more... )

I had a dream that someone had cursed me with this permutation monster/demon(yes, math in the form of evil) which had the power to rip me up and put me back together in different ways. But, whenever it got near, I would close my eyes and hide, but then I'd hear a voice say "Leave her alone. Go somewhere else." and it would. I could never open my ( Read more... )

I feel like Im doing something wrong, like I'm not being the best that I can be because I'm just a little too ditzy. I wish I could be perfect, or just right, or even close to that, because I can't stop seeing what I'm doing wrong and I never seem to get anything right ( Read more... )

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That's about how I feel right now.