There is nothing I can do. All I can do is comfort her and tell her that everything is going to be fine. I would be lying to myself, her, and everyone around us. Is it wrong to lie if it gives two comfort?

1. I have a fear of responsibility. It isn't that I don't think I can handle it. Hell I have been through worse. I think it is just the thought of everything that could go wrong sends me up the wall ( Read more... )

It has been a while and I feel like everytime I get on I just bitch abou tmy life or dump some half assed story that just falls out of my ass. Guess what I have for you this time ( Read more... )

All he ever wanted was to be remembered by future generations. These times held nothing for him. Time. It plagued him. Eating away at his conciseness until it drove him sane. The clock forced him to do things that made his bowels quake. Home mortgages, student loans, credit card debt, and insurance failure haunted his dreams. There was no solace in ( Read more... )

Blargh. I think I am going crazy. I was hanging out with my friend in subway talking about poets. He brought up E.A.P. and I started going on about all this different shit that may or may not have been true. Then we started in on anti-transcendentalism, Sheil Silverstein, Punk, Luis Caroll, Relationships, smoking, alcohol, and RahXephon. Somewhere ( Read more... )

I've been forced to think about my relationship with my girlfriend a lot this week. So much in fact that I have been arguing with myself, others, and her. I don't expect things to go swimingly when we are hanging out with my friends but she is trying to hangout and not be a complete bitch to people she doesn't know too well so please forgive her. ( Read more... )

The top left corner of the room was showing signs of stress, not something a regular kid would notice. Then again he wasn’t a kid anymore. His father kept telling him that. The over emphasis killed the little spirit that he had left ( Read more... )

So, I am another year older. Yay ( Read more... )

The wisest man I knew once told me that life is as follows: You're born, grow up, amass debt, and die. Shows you about the people I knew doesn't it? Then again if he is right what is the point of knowing people? You know what I am saying noobie ( Read more... )

So I feel the need to complain ( Read more... )