Never understood how she could ( Read more... )

is it worth it? take the plunge? i know him as a friend. barely. start dating? i dont know.

7 months dating and im still not his gf? i quit trying. its all up to him now.

perpetually single? maybe. waiting forever for him. definetly.

i let traeger stay in my bed when i left for work this morning. he told me he didnt leave till about 2pm. he stayed and watched movies. he made my bed before he left. complete with stuffed animal in the middle of the bed. im in love.

fuc, its been too long and taking the time to update before work doesnt sound like much fun. doooo ittttt later! But i can tell you that im happy with him.

:)

i let him come over and 'say hi'. and i didnt hug him goodbye. but i did accept all compliments. im getting better.

Move out of state within the next month/month and a half.

feel free to help anyway you can. but im doing this. hopefully.

i want to dissappear for a week but not have anyone worry.i want to just recede and take care of somethings and clear my mind. im really confused right now. and it makes me act very impulsive.

i think im about done with my livejournal.