today was one of those lucky shopping days. my mom and i got a front row spot at T.J. Maxx, and I found about twenty cute dresses in ten minutes. miraculously, they kept fitting...and everything felt flattering and comfortable. since i had so many things to try on, i had to take the dresses out of the dressing room and put them back in our cart ( Read more... )

 I'm in a great mood today. It might be because this is my third day off in a row, or because the weather is beautiful. Or because I'm faithfully crossing things off my list every day (minus the sex part, but I decided that it's an unrealistic goal so I crossed it off). But I'd like to think it's because things are changing and they're finally ( Read more... )

This is going to be a very long, in-depth entry. Rainy days kind of do that to you. I was supposed to be going to the Allison Kraus/Robert Plant concert tonight, but apparently my friend had the wrong date and I'm working tomorrow so I can't go. I'm kind of annoyed, kind of relieved. It was a last minute decision to take the ticket, but I just ( Read more... )

Wow. I can't believe I'm actually logging into livejournal again for the first time in two years. It's kind of crazy, but it's also the perfect place to vent because barely anybody knows about it. So, I guess I'm regressing in a way. When disaster strikes we turn to what's comforting and familiar, and I guess bitching to cyberspace fits the bill.

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tomorrow is the last day of 2005. those words seem empty to me, because it feels like 2005 never really was. so much happened that it couldn't have possibly fit into 365 short days, but somehow time blurs past and the days turn into months, months into years, and one day you awaken to a time and a bed that seem alien but familiar. how did i get ( Read more... )

so listen to my dream last nite and tell me what you think ( Read more... )

enter finals melt down...

how do you focus on physical science when your life is speeding out of control?

i'm so glad that i got tagged, because i've been thinking about little things alot, and i'm happy that i'm one of the people that can see and appreciate them. i know so many people that are unhappy, and i think it's because they can't see the beauty in every day life. me and the ashlie kauffmans of the world can walk down the street and notice ( Read more... )

if i could lose 10 pounds by christmas, i think that my life would be perfect. or at least closer to perfection. isn't it pathetic that i measure happiness by pants size? no matter how good things are going, i will never be truly happy because of my body. period. take right now for instance- on the surface, i have a million reasons to smile: 2 jobs ( Read more... )

when will i ever get over you ( Read more... )