its monday night and i'm sitting in patti's room using her laptop to check my mail etc and thought that i would update here since i havent done much of that in so long ( Read more... )

well it has been forever since i have written on here... in fact i don't think i've written since i got to school here in ottawa. i'm sitting in the lab upstairs in the J building right now... and i am just killing some time while i wait for class to start... i mean... i should be doing work but i don't have time to go to the print shop... so i ( Read more... )

i can't seem to stop thinking that in less than 48 hours i will be in my appartment and not living with my family, not getting to see derek whenever i want and just not here.... its difficult to comprehend... its scary...

i can't handle this anymore... its coming so close... i mean... i'm moving away so soon and i am so not ready, i don't have all the necessary things, for school or my appartment and there is no way i am ready to lose that much of my time with Derek... i can't stand the thought of leaving half the time... and then at other times i can't wait... i'm ( Read more... )

well everyday takes me closer to moving to ottawa, to new exciting things, new people, new tasks and games... less derek, less family and less money ( Read more... )

thats right... i'm in love.... I fall more for that guy every day.... and i am going to miss him soooooo much when i move into my new place in Ottawa... but hes gonna help me move and we'll try and see each other as much as we can ( Read more... )

so one of the few things i found out for sure about ottawa today is the fact that their intersections are SERIOUSLY MESSED UP!!! some you can't go straight through on, most you can't turn left... in fact you cant turn left almost anywhere.... and you end up going in mind-numbing circles for hours. we didn't have much luck in the appartment hunting ( Read more... )

well well, where to start... i suppose i could start with the more important aspects... DEREK ( Read more... )

so my weekend was going pretty well and i'm sitting around frying my ass off at edgefest on monday afternoon and i fell asleep for a bit... some of the guys wake me up and Yvonne and Jeff and co are there and they're telling us about a car accident.... Ralphie and Trev were killed the night before at Blackstock corner... i cant' believe it...it is ( Read more... )

well derek and i had a "discussion" last night. (we are fine... i love him to death.. no worries) it was about Andrea. She never stops "yipping" at him about me. i don't understand why it is that she hates em so much. i don't know if i have ever come accross someone that hates me as much as she does, for no reason, and is so adamant about it. she ( Read more... )