nevermind everything is apricots

o shit i screwed this thing up yet again

nicole said she would call so we could all have a little fiesta, but she has yet to do so, and im extremly bored so i decided to do this thing instead ( Read more... )

Im so torn.again.i must be the most indecisive person to ever live. but saturday is debes' bday party--a mix of crazy old kids and beer. he said we can go, and he does live like right across the street so if anything happens i can just walk home. but theres still the problem of, well i dont know what it is. but whenever i see the stupid freshmen at ( Read more... )

another successful party last night ( Read more... )

So what i had to lie to his parents to get him here. They would just be the old fucks they are anyways. And as we sat there watching Finding Nemo, (which was realllly cute), and we just cuddled under the blanket i tried so hard to hold onto the moment in my mind forever. Or at least until i no longer need it. And as he kissed me i knew this may be ( Read more... )

So what i had to lie to his parents to get him here. They would just be the old fucks they are anyways. And as we sat there watching Finding Nemo, (which was realllly cute), and we just cuddled under the blanket i tried so hard to hold onto the moment in my mind forever. Or at least until i no longer need it. And as he kissed me i knew this may be ( Read more... )

But we are too young they say. We don't know what it is to feel. And so this not yet matured heart has not yet mastered the act of forgetting. In my box full of 72 colored crayons i have been given, they overlooked the 73rd, an erasor. You've etched yourself in me permantly, and filled in the spaces where i was blank; there is no letting go now. ( Read more... )

okk some people are just freaks and are not worthy of this life given to them. i wish them nothing but happiness and that they stay the hell out of me ( Read more... )

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