breathing in clean air ( Read more... )

i guess these things really are useful. lets see...things to look foward too. i dont suppose anyone reads this anymore. well i dont even read it anymore but im going to try to make it a habit. starting to record an EP with fellow prodigies of san antonio. the music is pretty deep and i anticipate its release. im quite curious about how ppl ( Read more... )

surrounded by a four-sixty whisper ( Read more... )

its overwhelming me
the change
the things we didnt like
i never get used to it
throwing things away
and now i want it
i want it so bad
it hurts
the will to live
lost in an oblivion
now im crying again
too much man for a seperation
so destroy the land
in a loss of hesitation
-x-

i resent a friend to tangle the lies ( Read more... )

im lost.........im deranged.......where am i?????????? this is how i know its the end........im in love........and i know there's something wrong with me. im in love.......and all i can feel is the end........does it really mean a thing? im in love..........so this is what it's like???? to truly be in love??????? what do i know.........im so ( Read more... )

testing 1, 2, 3.........testing...

on the time of the everyday silent clock ( Read more... )

finally after two straight months of playing shows we have a break....until Oct. 12th. the band and i have been playing an immense amount of shows trying to deliver the same energy but i think the audience could see through to our tired souls. my ex-girlfriend accompanied me to my last show with Bella Morte and the Cruxshadows. she fears ( Read more... )

there's a girl so very far away that i know i could love. why is it that the movements of time and space not allow me to do such things? i know my kisses and constant emotional and physicaly affection would heal her tired mind...if only the cosmic waves would let me.

dem exca