Comments | dreaming_faerie: I'll only do this once.

dreaming_faerie

I'll only do this once.

Jan 30, 2008 02:17

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 30 2008, 08:49:49 UTC

I really, really miss our connection. We used to be so close, or rather, I thought we were. I really loved you then, too, but. . . I'm not sure what happened. Might have been when I met that one person, then we started to drift apart.

But I really wish we hadn't.

I remember I used to tell people you and I were a couple and when I showed them your picture, they would grow jealous and I would just beam.

Our phone conversations were awkward. I don't think we were really ever meant to speak by phone, since. . I'm not sure if you even really liked me back. I remember I used to think that you didn't like me at all and were only pretending to just to play me or whatever.

However, I still loved you so very, very much. You're amazing, beautiful, sexy. . everything good one person could possibly be.

Maybe I just dwell on memories too much. Maybe I'm just a weirdo.

But. . I just really miss our connection.

anonymous January 30 2008, 13:40:34 UTC

I am not as perfect as everyone thinks I am.

anonymous January 30 2008, 14:49:15 UTC

Your own confidence and persona shames the mixed-bag of false confidence I have.

anonymous January 30 2008, 19:36:46 UTC

I envy you sometimes. I miss being young and in love. Heck, i miss being in love in general. As much as i hate normal people, i wish i could trade places with them sometimes. If i could, i wouldn't have to deal with this pain. I see bread people. What i hate, what i really hate, is...how i can't be..."me" when i try to meet someone. I feel as though, as the years keep passing, i just keep getting older, and further away from anime fans. Sure, i know there are plenty of 20+ years of age anime fans. But it seems that for so many people anime is just a fad. They can obsess over it when they are young, but they get older and it's just "oh well i used to love anime, but with college and getting a job i just don't have time for it anymore." I've been alone for so long now that i often just wish for death. Not that i would kill myself, but more so that i just wish for something to happen and me to be killed. I'm willing to sacrifice so much. Move to almost any city, or have someone move to me. Work/live for that person to be happy. Shower ( ... )

anonymous January 30 2008, 21:07:09 UTC

You are totally made awesome sauce!!! :D Not to mention you are beautiful, creative, and full of sarcasm that I wish I could express myself.

I also wish we lived closer, as I know we would have a lot of fun together and be really awesome friends in person.