i love it here. it just gets better everyday. i'm meeting new people, getting really involved in campus life (ambassador, student gov't., hall council), and keeping up with my homework really well. i'm happy. i'm exhausted, but i'm happy.

i had the best weekend. it was long, lazy, and basically spent on the beach, except for when i went to michigan ( Read more... )

did you know that cervical cancer can be caused by hpv? well, it can. so, the moral of the story is get regular pap-smears. and check this site out. it gives tons of information about hpv and cervical cancer.

so, got drunk last friday night and made some bad decisions. and i'm talking about reallyreally bad decisions. but it's okay, because i'm ( Read more... )

oh wow. my room is so empty. it's sad. because we always had a cluttered and bright room. now there's hardly anything left in it. and it's sad.

i'm done with high school for forever. that's kinda sad, too. but it's okay, because i'm 'bout to graduate!

see everyone on friday, when we graduate. :)

my boobs hurt. a lot.

my feelings are ambivalent towards graduation. and i don't know why. i should be excited to get on to the next stage of my life. i mean, in a year i will be in chicago, and none of this will matter anymore. but at the same time, it means that i will have to become more independent, financially and emotionally. more on this ( Read more... )

"if we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a ( Read more... )

ohmygod this place is sososo incredible. i don't want to leave tomorrow. i love the campus. :) and i can't wait until next year when i will be here all the time except for thanksgiving and christmas. i'm so excited. more about all of everything later.


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i really want theses shoes:


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chicago this weekend! yay! i'm really excited. i don't know what to wear. i guess i should just wear semi-cute, semi-professional outfits for my visits and then what ever else for other times. i'm so excited. i already wrote that.

you should all have an excellent weekend and for those of you going on visits, i wish you the best. :)

"I believe that today more than ever a book should be sought after even if it has only one great page in it: we must search for fragments, splinters, toenails, anything that has ore in it, anything that is capable of resuscitating the body and soul. It may be that we are doomed, that there is no hope for us, any of us, but if that is so then let us ( Read more... )

this weekend sucked. except for the snow. that was good.

i want to curl up into a ball and cry right now until i can't cry anymore. or until i fall asleep.

i need to go home. soso badly.