dreamforjillian
Aug 19, 2014 16:50
flying over Huntsville and writing about
Red Stone Arsenal
and chasing drugs and girls and
our rocket fell five feet into the
ground
dreamforjillian
Aug 19, 2014 16:47
Thinking of red lights and
green eyes, and
that fence behind her apartment complex
where we sat holding hands,
while the weight of the summer held us back
until Fall, pushed us on,
Fall's when she left me for an internship,
for snow,
for Fairbanks, Alaska.
dreamforjillian
Aug 19, 2014 16:45
I lit
a candle and I
wondered
if you've thought of me.
dreamforjillian
Jul 23, 2014 23:12
I miss the way the breakfast burritos tasted
on the day that we moved in.
I miss our empty apartment,
and how we slept on the living room floor
for so long.
I miss 7am poetry
while you slept, restlessly,
in our bed.
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dreamforjillian
Feb 22, 2014 21:14
"Somebody I don't really know just gave me something to help settle me down and to stop me from always thinking about you"/Inner Conflict
drinking whiskey
And hanging out
in my kitchen
With her
forgetting most of
Sober
Every night
dreamforjillian
Jan 28, 2014 19:47
I am listening
like a parent, listening
for an intruder, breaking in.
I am crying,
like a child,
like
sweet sympathy
for a friend.
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dreamforjillian
Jan 28, 2014 19:42
I want to dream of red wine
on white carpet
and red wine
on her blue and white sheets.
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dreamforjillian
Jan 15, 2014 19:21
There are
hands
scratching at
skin,
she's pulling me in
but I'm running
searching
for an escape
there are hands
pulling me
in
scratching at my
words, at my thoughts
at my skin.
She's pulling me close--
ripping at clothes--
I'm tearing her hair,
we're screaming, it's sin.
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dreamforjillian
Dec 30, 2013 21:15
I talked to some crazy
[lonely] guy on the phone,
yesterday,
who was trying to sell his
kitchen table.
I wanted to know
How tall is it?
How much is it?
and he, wanted to tell me
the story of how he
got it, and how
it was nostalgic, and how
"Divorce, you know,"
he came to be selling it,
on Craigslist.
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